~qm is kinda stress~

i didnt blog for 2 wks liao.not becos i have neglected you, but i was real busy.time past real fast when you are busy.sch reopen for 2 wks alrdy.1st wk of recess was all the test wk and that wk i stayed practically most of the days at home to study.but i kept on eating ! so in a way i kinda gain weight cos i eat nonsense food apart from proper meals.and yes i have been eating like this since my uni days. this wk had another test.but last sat had a gd brunch at marina.i like the scrambled thick thick egg with pepper and the cheese hotdog but indeed i felt happier when i was outside rather than coping most of the time in sch.i guess everyone will agree wif me.as long as u stay in sch, it will constantly remind you of all the homework and online lectures that you have constantly piled up.but who cares, last fri and sat i decided to giv my mind a rest day to take a break.sometimes to rest is to walk a longer dist.wth yr 4 practially i not really rest much.i have been working non stop like a robort.i cant wait for the day of graduation to do things that i like man.

anw this is alrdy the 3rd wk i am enjoying my freedom.how fast is it man.one more wk ltr and i will be caged up again.sigh.sometimes i wish i could hv my freedom forever.but honestly speaking, i hate to do the housework esp when dad keep messing up the whole hse when i clean up the hse.apparently at the end of the day, it gets very rountine for me to clean up the hse again and again and i get seriously pissed when ppl keep dirtying the hse when i alrdy cleaned it up before that. and my mum never ever called bac a single call up since the day she left. that time she claims she cant tahan staying there.looks lik she is enjoying her life over there since she didnt call bac to complain.i guess when she is bac, she will see how mess up is the hse.

i seriously wanna a break now,but report is due in few days time and i am only at lit review part when everyone is writing their results alrdy.darn this is seriously stress although initally i super damn relax one.