9 days in phuket and bkk was shoik.it was really a mental break for me from home.but during this trip, i kept on receiving calls from home, and at that point i really wondered what's so impt that she kept on calling me except from wanting to know my results..yuan lai she discovered my photos in my cupboard..what made me angry was i really kept it in a secret place alrdy and even kiap in between pages but i didnt expect she went to ransack my cupboard when i was away for this 9 days and saw my private photos with eug..initally wanted to do a scrap book for him..i kept all the chicken essence and movie tics wanting to paste in all in the scrap book..now that i tink she either threw it away or she kept it away from me.seriously i am super super angry.not only that, she kept on scolding non stop and every min since ytd i landed in spore.its like wtf i gg mad man..just now i really broke down and scream at her cos she has hit my torelant level..watever she say i chose to keep quiet and ignore her..but when she kept on throwing my new stuff tat i just bought from thailand, it really pissed me off cos i did nothing wrong why throw my stuff in the bin..f*** man.and she kept on saying and make me sound like i am a prostitute..and ask me go see doc to see if i pregnant or nt..bloody hell..i hate listening to all this.u like to sound like a crude so i will be crude and rude to u..who cares !!!!!!!!!!! u say every daughter very nice to her mum, but not me..come on, u wake up ur idea first..who is the one who treat me like tat first..i dun treat my dad lik how i treat u..u should really reflect on urself rather than thinking that u are some power women in which everyone has to listen to ur bidding like a dog..
bloody hell looks like i needa find a job that work til damn late..reach home will be super late and by then she will be sleeping..if not for bf i would have find a permanent job overseas..go alrdy wont come bac spore alrdy..work there forever and i really mean what i say.and the reason why is becos i wan to get away from this stupid family.i dun wan see her face hor hear her voice. but i will still care for my dad.
alrights bac to my trip..phuket generally quite sian in fact..luckily we didnt stayed there for long...but i overcome my fear in pools..thanks to my dear..he helped me overcome it..but i duno how to swim though.but at least now i nt as scared in water liao..and best is i even went down to the sea to canoe..its the best experience of all..although i cant canoe but i feel its quite fun though..
bkk wise is super gd for shopping and eat..i really ate non stop over there cos every meal seems so cheap..but i am so dark now..my feckles are so obvious now man.. ;(
for now i really hope my mum can accept him..i seriously dun understand why she sees money as such an impt criteria to be my bf..i dun even mind, why should she bother tat much..sometimes i just feel she is just so materialistic..and so what my bro has a doctorate degree..he has lousy character...so pls dun everytime compare me wif him..i am totally diff frm him..and pls stop asking to find richer bf..i hate it. !!!!!!!!!!!!
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