tues did nothing but wed was a shag day for me cos i decided to do a day job at NTU ( be a surveyor ). Of cos naturally i received many rejections so at the inital stage i got very sian when every one reject doing for me..but after a while i am used to it..i learnt to be thick skin and try to approach ppl..seriously dun understand why these ppl dun wan help me when they hv nothing to do and just purely standing down there..if my hands were free from bags and gown, i would defintely help but if those ppl were to approach me wif lots of stuff on my hands, defintely i wont do la cos i find it very mafan..but nvm at least tat day its was with fruitful with all my contacts ;) haha..
then thur went to JB with dear..FINALLY lo, waited so long just to go jb with dear..but he damn idoit forgot to bring his passport..ALL OF THINGS HE FORGOTTEN HIS PASSPORT ! yes initally i was damn sad cos i wanted to go JB badly with him liao then becos he no passport wif him so cant go.and of cos ppl like me confirm wont go bac home since i alrdy reach the SG custom and all i needa is just cross a crossway jiu reach JB so obviously i am not gg bac with dear..so i just say i will just travel JB alone.anw citysq nearby i still recognise the way..but out of tat area i dun really know the way alrdy..have to based on memory to travel..but i am a lu chi so i might get lost anytime cos in malaysia all the road names sounds the same to me.duno why..its the same as when i was travelling in china.i just have very bad memories for similar road names..i always tink that they are the same..unlike sydney the road names are very distinct and diff so easier to travel..malaysia road names all looks and sounds the same..i cant rmb any single ones.but dear felt guilty and worried for me so went bac home to take his passport and came bac to look for me at JB..ok la got happy dao cos actually i was hesistanting to take a bus out of citysq area cos i wasnt sure if i know where to alight to get to the place that i want to get to.so i just have to make a bet to try my luck.but since he wanna come bac JB of cos i felt happier cos with him i wont be scared to get lost. the day ended with me happily shopping with lots of food back..duno why i feel happy when i buy bac lots of food though most of the times its my mum who is eating..
Fri was our convo-as special remembrance..this time i try to tone down on my eye make up cos dear say my eyelash too dramatic on last mon photoshoot so this time round i use a more natural one.actually tat day i dun feel much feelings leh..its just like going around taking photos with friends, or rather more like my clique ppl..i didnt really go around finding my course mates to take photo cos i was carrying lots of things and finding my parents..mum didnt have hp so its hard finding her ;( but she was very happy that day apparently..i guess most parents will feel very happy that daughter and son have graduated finally..for dad i guess he has put down his burden liao..sometimes i felt bad not carrying on to teach piano cos his wish is that i will continue to teach piano..but i haven touch piano for long.if lower grade i still can teach la.but higher grade i totally cant make it.ya lo perhaps i should find new students to teach..i guess mum still find worth it not flying bac to medan for the funeral.actually i really felt tat this convo has nothing much.she should just have flew bac home cos my aunt was real gd to her whenever we have problems.aiya duno how she tink one.she finds tat see-ing me going up the stage was more worth it than flying back for the funeral.
and thank you dear dear for the graduation bear bear..somehow i find it nice though i am not a bear bear person cos u see i am no longer young anymore..i dun have liking for bears anymore unlike when i am young. Thankfully mum was ok with him that day..heng she didnt confront him,but i tink she wouldnt do such things although she always say tat.but a pity dad didnt saw him tat day.really wanted to intro him offically but he went to take plastic bag for me to put the bear bear cos i was wearing heels so dun feel lik walking ard..ohhh and i met up wif ex too after my ceremony.he came up level 3 for the buffet..had a chat wif him for ard 20 mins ? but i guess over these yrs his thinking have changed..its a nice catching up with him too anw ;)
yeah we graduated !!!
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