post sydney

well, i am bac to spore for almost 6 days alrdy. Honestly speaking, i do miss the life in sydney there after getting bac to spore.i miss the days hanging out in the supermarket to see what meat there is on offer so that i can buy to try..i miss shopping for chips and grocery cos sydney has nothing for me to do at nite so shopping in supermarket will be my best friend. After that day when bro has ended his final exams and came bac from melbourne, we went out and explore most of the signifiance parts of sydney. We travelled to blue mountains, went a few neighbourhood places to shop for food and eat cheap chinese food. But in short, sydney is kinda a boring and dead place even in the city...Its not as lively as it is in spore. In sydney, i witness the importance of money..tat's something tat is sad to say..i realised tat if no money in sydney, u are sure gonna lead a hard life..one real example is my bro..he is never out of loan despite loaning him so much money alrdy..his car is a real burden..we paid for his fines and insurances but its still not enuff ;( there are still more to go..man this car is really taxing and squeezing our money real hard..but on one hand, its hard to survive in sydney without ur own transport..man, no wonder my bro feels so stress everytime cos i also experienced the same thing over there, i do feel the same stress he is experiencing..but of cos now tat i am bac in spore i no longer feel the stress anymore,but i can understand the hard life he is going through  now..at times suituation can be tat bad til he has to go ard loaning money from his friends..i guess for me, if i were him, it were defintely hard for me to open my mouth and loan money from my friends,.but i guess if there is no way out, i have to lower my pride and borrow from friends...well, i travelled for the last few days with his room mate brian..i saw how things actually work between him and his room mate..sometimes we just gonna close one eye and think abt how his room mate help my bro in times when he has finanical trouble..so shall not be so gei gao with him for eating our stuff without permission..cos bro is kinda pissed with him using his stuff without permission cos all the sauces and food tat he bought arent cheap and everyone is using his when he has no $ no buy those grocery liao..k i understand how my bro think cos when u are poor, everything counts, not trying to say tat he is gei gao.but serioiusly when u are poor, even $0.10 matters to u cos its still money !!

actually on the day i left sydney i was kinda sad..duno why cos somehow i bu se leave my bro in church when he has so many fianical prob..actually i find him quite pitifully cos right here he cant eat good food since he has limited cash..somehow that 2 wks has bond us slightly closer though we do quarrel with each other during this 2 wks cos he quite irritating too.but nevertheless he is still ok generally..we talked abt dear and this stupid guy critize tat dear is ugly !! and he claims tat he is better looking..alrights my bro has an adv over other ppl in terms of height.but complexion wise, his one totally sucks !

alrights shall continue updating again some other time !