These few days family is really in a turmoil.seriously very very jialat.i get very pissed when mum throw my stuff for no reason cos she say i anyhow put my stuff and i dun keeping my things..i seriously dun understand why a contact list she also throw..bloodly hell its my first 3 month contact list with all the email and hp no she threw away and this contact list was kept in my file initally and she says that i anyhow put..In the first place, i alrdy placed it nicely in my file, and she took it out to threw away in the recycle plastic bag so i took it bac and placed it on my table..so whose fault is that? i alrdy place it in my file but this stupid ass hole toook it out to throw it away.. FUCKER man how can i not be angry..
i am bloody piss liao when she threw away so many of my clothes when some of them i still want and i told her MANY MANY TIMES NOT TO TOUCH MY THINGS AGAIN AND AGAIN, but this person just dun seems to understand my words...so today i blew my top and i was really became a crazy women cos she is just way too much..i placed my stuff on my table and this bloody mum kept keeping it bac..so i got really pissed.cos i dun like to keep keeping things when i will use it often. and not that, i got bloody pissed when she threw my pizza away in the detergent when i was going to warm it for my lunch..initally ytd i ta bao bac some for her to try since i cant finish, but ytd nite she made it pissed so i rather dun let her eat and let it spoil..but since it haven spoil in the morning, i went to heat it up..but this bloody ass dumb my pizza in the detergent cos she says i am not allow to put my pizza on the table cos she says she alrdy clean the table..FUCK Man, i dun put on table, where should i put? on the floor?? come on, she is just to create trouble..so i damn bu shuang, i hit her bac, but she didnt hit bac cos she threw my pizza in the detergent.
of cos since i hit her she is not gg to let me off so easy..so she created more trouble. she is defintely not someone will giv in to me when i actually hit her..yes she say she gg to pay me bac 5 times more what i do to her today..come la, its not as if i am scared of her..pls la, whats the point of taking out dad's belt and come to hit me..i am not young anymore..i am no longer scared of these things..so we really fought physcially 2 times but she didnt win me..cos i am confirm stronger than her..I am alrdy very angry by tat time, losing all my mind so i could have really hit her bac real hard and kick her if not for my dad who stopped me..of cos she did hit me and scratched me, but dad was there to stop us from fighting and actually pull us apart..dad say if one day he were to pass away, the hse will defintely break apart and i wouldnt deny this too.i cant stand her..not just me, no one can stand her, even my bro...becos i was real angry i spoil the radio tat my dad use for praying..actually my intention wasnt to spoil my dad's stuff but becos she uses the radio for praying too, so i just slam it real hard on the floor then everything broke apart..after tat i felt really guilty for spoiling dad's radio but i wasnt targetting him..i wanna my bloody mum to know how it feels to lose her things..throwing my things away is equivlant to spoiling her stuff tat she uses everyday..she threw away my clothes, contact list and alot of my stuff but i always shout at her and she just go in and go out.so i just have to really vent my anger through actions then she will listen to what i scold.yes i am damn violent today but she really hit my limit liao.everyone has a limit and she has gone overboard my limit if not i wouldnt blow my top and wanna hit her today.
and i got really angry when she keep calling me non stop from 6pm after i finish work..i get really fann cos she just like to call for fun for no reason..i just hated this house so i wouldnt wan to come home early.i always treated home like my hotel.i am only home to sleep and the nxt day i am out of hse again..so dad said her today tat she is really intruding too much into my freedom..whatever i do after work she always like to control..come on, last time when i was studying, she wanna me home early to study, now tat i am working le, u also wan to intrude my life..I HAVE ENOUGH LIAO>>SERIOIUSLY ENOUGH>> i am not ur dog !!!!!!!!!!! even if a tame dog will get angry and bite her owner one day if the owner is really too overboard..she just hit my limit tat i wanna protect myself now.so i got really angry too tat i slam the hse phone on the floor real hard..this is to teach her a lesson stop calling me non stop unnessary, but apparently the house phone is still working after i slam it real hard for two times.i should just slam it spoil and let her waste money and buy a new phone again....i can receive one day over 20+ calls just from her.bloody hell and its all nonsense call.i get really pissed when i see homecalls from home.. if she continue to create trouble again, i am gg to throw away all her phone book contact list..teach her a lesson for throwing my contact list..i should let her learn hard the consequences of throwing my things..let her experience the pain of losing her stuff..BLOODY hell.
i have been crying many days over quarrels..i am really very tired liao..my mind is really very drained whenever i come home..i dun feel lik talking to anyone.becos today i quarrel real loud tat i tink everyone in my estate hear our quarrels..but i dun care cos i really tahan very long liao..i tahan too long such tat i blow up my top all in a shot..my dad knew tat i am real angry liao so he asked my mum stop fighting wif me cos i dun slam things when i am angry and today i really tightened my fist liao and my dad saw it cos i really going to hit her real hard despite of any consequences..this time round, i slam all the things til i spoiled them..yes ppl who wont get angry when they actually get angry can be real frightening,..my mum just rarely see this side of me cos i rarely blew my blow.today shall let her see my frightening side.she also dare not say much and kept quiet after i slam and spoiled the things.whereas ppl like her who always get angry, to me, i am used to it.
who duno its wrong to hit parents, but she really go overboard liao.so she really deserve to be taught a lesson..i haven really lay a finger on her cos dad stopped me and protected her.if i really went crazy i could have really hit her real hard and i believe the after consequences will be real bad cos she is not gg to let me off tat easy..
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