ytd went for NDP preview at marina float. somehow the feeling wasnt as excited as i was when i was pri 5. The feeling was very diff..fireworks arent as fascinating as i felt as it should be when i was pri sch.perhaps i am sian of fireworks liao since seen too much in china and i personally have played it before.But overall is still ok la.
looking forward to the public holiday this coming wed.Not sure how i will spend the day..feel lik doing nothing at all.suddenly i feel very dreadful after i started working..the drive that i used to work as a temp doesnt lies active in me anymore. Also, after i graduated from sch, i felt lonier..i felt that friends cant be with you everyday le unlike when you are studying..honestly i dont really have much close friends..perhaps when i was young, mum wont allow me to go out with friends for gatherings or whatever, cos she said going out only waste time, cos i could have spend the time on studies..thinking back now, what she did to me was real stupid. I have miss the bonding times with my sec sch..i only have one close friend when i was in sec sch, but nowadays rarely contact with her.perhaps half to once a yr i will randomly pop by her fb and talk to her.other wise, she is MIA most of the time..the other closer friend ever since we went diff Jcs, we practically dun contact anymore.. ;( ya lo abit sadding sometimes..thinking bac, what i have did in sec sch, i seriously dun remember anything significant i did except studying. Sigh, i never had a childhood since young.i never had a toy to play except the only mermaid that dad bought for me. I never like cartoon cos i wasnt allowed to watch tv when i am studying..only vacations i could only watch..now i have finally graduated, i never really watch TV much le.sigh.what do i like to do in life leh? i really duno man..its so hard to find something that i like to do..i only know i like to edit photos, i like to bake cookies and cakes..but all these baking she wouldnt allow me to even have an oven, then how would i be able to practise baking ? i cant be everything also duno too !
But one thing i know is i love my dear ;) (dear dear dont smile hor when you read this ) Although he can be quite a nag at times, and uncle looking but i still love him cos i am blind alrdy. HAHA
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