this worst scary week ever-the feeling of a blind women for a short while

this week was a bad week for me..suddenly no vision for a short while-in fact was totally blind..cant even see any image..this is the wost i experience.. so today woke up in the morning, felt very scared too..scared once i open my eyes no vision again..yes its really that scary..i shall elobrate further in the post..

Monday was a random day where we decided to go drinking at new aisa bar at swiss hotel there.. I wanted to bring dear up there since he hasnt gone up there for a drink, plus its happy hour so why not go for a chill..actually my motive is just to eat the wedges only..didnt want to drink cos i dont drink anw..But dear like to try new drinks so suggested this place...

Thur went to catch a movie..disappointing cos the movie was lousy..no plot at all..just telling random stories of the spring break..and yes i tink i dun like these kind of no plot movies..

and so the big thing actually happen yesterday went i went to a club for some event after work wif dear..duno why i totally blackout suddenly when the metal hardrock music was really loud..yes initally i felt very uncomfortable as my heart was beating really fast and i felt some pain in the heart..after a while i felt like vommitting but somehow cant vomit out..then all of the sudden, my vision became blurry and red and out of the sudden it became totally black and no vision at all..when that happened to me, i was so scared, hug dear dear cos i duno wat to do as i cant see..lucky he was with me, else i couldnt never get to go out of the club without he telling me how to get out of the club since i cant see anything..equally to a blind person..but gradually once i got out of the club, i regain my vision slowly..at least now can see colours not red vision..but heart stil felt pain at that point of time..and i felt weak too..cant walk properly..even up to today somehow i haven regain the energy that i used to have originally..somehow something is not right but i duno wat is it..

sigh initally today was supposed to go out for a play..end up at this state i cant go out..i needa visit the night clinic to check what's happening, else i will feel more scared..hope its not something really serious.. ;(