hongkong trip updates

            Hello blog its been almost 1 month since I last blog. Life has been pretty well, so far so good and during april went off to hongkong, macau, Shenzhen and Zhuhai. In fact honestly speaking I dun really like macau and hongkong. Everything is so ex and hongkong air is really super super bad..everywhere you go also got people smoke and you cant really breathe properly ! other than that shopping was ex too. Only bought a lot of cheap bags and clothes from a building that seems like bugis. Else most of the shopping are really high end. And I cant believe that over in hongkong, we practically had 4-5 meals everyday and yes supper definitely every night. Not that we are hungry, but rather that tiam chiak bf of mine wanna try hk food so no choice but to eat with him..and I gain weight after I came back ;( I went for probably 8 days and this holiday was really good. After I came back was really busy with unpacking of my luagge and work.

                I was kinda depressed and stressed initially over teaching..cant believe that I am the only one in the department that keep failing my certification for teaching. Duno is I suay or what, I am always the unlucky one who kana the HOD ppl and the HOD ppl are more stern and strict towards their certification and so I failed twice for two different assessments. So I was really demoralized and depressed cos its only me ! the rest of my colleagues are really heng. All kana the kind souls and all of them pass with first attempt. Well, teaching is really not my cup of tea. I am still looking for more options. I have really been trying hard to made improvements to my teaching. Really hope that one day I can teach well and made all students understand me.Apparently most of the time I already felt that my instructions are really clear with diagrams and everything, but student still dun understand. Is it me or isit the students problem? I always ask this but yet I never gotten any ans. That time was so depressed and upset that I broke down and cried in front of one of my colleagues cos I really see myself really unlucky always kana the HOD to access me. Well, they should understand that I have zero teaching background and all my colleagues have some prior teaching background. So of cos comparing them to me, I am definitely much more lousier. Haiz. Wat can I do now? I am really thinking of more options now.perhaps education really not for me.

 

               Today is the day I am going to catch luo zhi xiang concert ! super duper happy lo. He is my favourite singer since the jc days and today I am catching him live on stage ! super excited but I am really sad that dear cant go ;( sian de he always cant go with me.