~lost in career direction~

          i have been thinking what do i really want to do in life. After working here, i am pretty certain that i dont liked education line too. honestly speaking teaching is a super hard skill to learn man. Mastering to teach kids are seriously not easy at all. i am preparing lessons for seconday school students now and i am really no different from a teacher now apart from having to mark books and setting test paper. My job is to teach two lessons in sch starting in July and after which i am done for the day. The remaining time i could use it to mark the worksheets that i have given out to the students but well for my experiments there are not much to be marked actually because there are a range of ans for that. But right now, where can i go? i am really looking into a better package and better pay. i am not sure if i really regretted giving up that oil and gas job for my current job. But well, this job really feel less stressful and tiring as compared to my previous job. at least i didnt fall sick that much taking up this job.previously becos i spend like 9am-6pm in front of comp until my eyes condition turned really bad and thats how my dry eyes arised from there. now that i think my eyes should be better since i dun feel any pain now.

            i really hope to find my sense of direction now.Feel so lost ~ and i am not really sure if i look forward to going schs to teach in July although one of the school which i was asigned to is a few blks away from my hse only. so its actually damn shoik cos no need wake up early to teach ;) but another school perhaps further but luckily i am not posted to the east to teach. i am really the lucky one because some of the colleagues are really posted to the east to teach and travelling itself already very taxing and tiring !

           perhaps i should really start looking around occasionally now for jobs opening.