Sunday, January 11, 2015

~so far yet so near~

            my luxury life slacking in office just ended cos sch has started and its time for me to go bac school to help out with the teachers :( well only downside is i have no wifi over there and the IT ppl seems reluctant to give me a guest account. Pls if i need not stay in school to clock hours, i wouldnt have to pester you for so many times to help me set up an account right..zzz seriously going there i feel like wasting my time doing nothing cos i am just waiting for wifi so that i can do some work.

         well, life still not busy as previously last time when my weekend are burnt..at least now the teachers are taking over most of the stuff so i have less responsibility and work to do. just needa settle all the logistic and help them prepare lesson stuff.

         actually this wk i was happy that he talked to me cos i am really bored alone in sch. no one to talk to, only 4 walls facing me. ;( and he chatted with me for a while so my time past really fast haha.but still i feel he is so far yet so near. cant openly talk to him like how i talk to my colleagues because he and me belong to different category or rather different rank so if i am seen close to him, then i will be in trouble cos people sure gossip. Thats why i always say he is so near yet so far. Well, at least i hope before i leave this organization ( one day ) can heck care abt everything and walk and talk openly like how i does with my male colleagues. Go walk around in exhibitions also no need discretly cos it makes me feel like we are having affairs..lolz but WE ARE NOT. just simply he is high profile so whichever ladies who are close to him sure kana. ;(

         oh well, i gonna keep up with my search for my dream job ! dun wish to leave this place cos i do love this place..if only there is opening now i can no need consider other options already...

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