hai~~todae me sort of like quarrel abit through sms.how would i know tat i sent him 3 sms in a row saying the same msg..And he said i not happy also no need to send 3 msg mah..he added that i am sick maybe becos i ate too much mooncakes or study too much!!but u know rite, i dun even hav the intention to blame him tat i was sick becos of him.I was juz playing with him & he sae tat i not happy liao..wa lao wat on earth is tat!!!!!!!!!! FINE...After tat, i decided not to talk to him n shut my mouth up..wat for sia...i dun feel like talking anymore..i started crying becos of him..i never cried for guys b4 n i swear tat i will never cry 4 those stupid guys but looks like i broke my promise. reali, i never had tat kind of feeling b4..though b4 tis i like many guys b4 n i never cried for any of them..looks like tis time i am truely in deep luv...i had no mood to listen to lectures todae and my mind was totally switched off.started to tink of wat happen again n cry, but i hold bac my tears..i dun wan ppl to ask me why i am crying..
then at sgh, doctor sae tat has any of my kins died of any illness b4. yes, my grandpa died of stomach cancer..he sae tat my % of getting it is veri little becos i am still young n is impossible to develop "stones".I am reali scared. if i reali contracted stomach cancer then i wouldnt wan to live anymore..reali..lets pray hard tat i 'll be ok n all these problems wont surface again..mama ask me"u crying arh?"then i sae "no".Yes, actually i am crying becos of wat the doctor saes and wat happen todae...when i write tis diary feel reali better, duno why.ya if i got more problems i will write to u..off to do homework =(
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