Friday, September 24, 2004

some sudden thoughts

hai~~yesterday was a terrible day..reali...R was giving us that black face and i reali hate it...she is pissed off with we all laughing...and she said"at the rate u are doing we canot even finish at ten"...when i hear it...i was so angry...wat's wrong with laughing man???and who is she is to tell mi not to laugh???ass...i mood was terribly bad...and juz wanted a person to tell my trouble to...but there was no one...and worse i had to go bac with R in the same train...wat the hell !!
ya todae thought of xxx...duno why i feel that our relationship has drifted...we seldom talk and now i reali feel that there is no point having a him...i dun reali understand him duno wat he like...and everything...at least i feel that i know much more abt my class boys than him...sometimes i reali feel like ending this relationship but i dun wan to hurt ppl...hai~~wat should i do???i am already so stress up with my sch work and i reali dun hav time for him....maybe lets nature takes its couse...if reali i canot take it...maybe i will do something....ya i admit tat initally i take him for granted but now i think that my affection for him has build up....but i reali feel that we have nothing to talk abt...maybe our age gap is too big liao...maybe we shouldnt have started tis relationship...sometimes i reali regret wat i hav done...sigh=(

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