Saturday, September 25, 2004

something was bothering me..=(

sat was fun..went out with mo mo ren to study from 2 to 6pm.Did onli maths and studied phy abit.After which, we went to Labourer park to slag until 9pm..Gosh!!Guess wat happen that nite?terrible man..i got my first "k" there suddenly without me getting to realise it.This was a shock to me...i cannot take it but juz to laugh and everything stops..And ya, on my way to arena bk there,XXX sort of know that something was bothering me.Yes, he was rite,but i told him"nothing happen lah"Diary u tell me how to sae that something was bothering me and ignore me when u are realli busy.How to sae tat i think i reali canot communicate well with u probably becos of our large differences in age gap.Also, how to tell him tat i am reali sian and tired of the relationship already..Everytime i muz take the initiative to msg u.i reali sian already..can't u juz take tha initiative instead?and so on and on...

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