~prelim are over!~

long time since i last blog..cos having prelims then must study..
happy birthday to ac..not tat i have forgotton his birthday, just tat i think she would have wish him so i dun want to spoil his mood..so wat can i sae..its not easy to forget someone esp when someone who used to be part of ur life suddenly disappear..hmm..though i dun feel the pain anymore, but heart still cant move on to someone else..i tried to, but not reali successful in doing it..yup, never mind abt tat cos i believe tat fate will bring someone else to forget him..somehow i feel tat the point of time when i am attached is not the rite time..i am reali busy with studies and hardly got time for him..if time could reali turn bac, i wish tat i could be born earlier..at least those problems wouldnt appear and i wont feel totally lost for wat i decide..nevertheless, i am happy for him tat he has found someone to settle down..hopefully tat this will be his last one le..anyway she is reali pretty with make up, without make up is just average..but overall she is quite pretty with those sharp features..(ponders) how did ac manage to attract so many pretty gers arh..hmm...haha..
gp paper was veri distracting cos idol 1 kept walking around and i kept looking at him cos i duno how to do the eassy paper..was searching ideas from his face to write..haha..anyway idol 2 wasnt around..if not i will be more distracted..
2 weeks of prelims are finally over and indeed its not an easy task..imagine i just got 1 week to cramp all the j1 and j2 info inside my head and indeed its veri tough.actually most of the papers i onli studied the day before..so most of it i didnt reali finish studying, which was bad cos whatever i study they didnt come out..A levels is indeed coming in 2 months time..this 2 months is reali crucial cos it will determineur future..i am reali veri scared cos still got some duno and i reali duno when i can actually have time for myself to do wat i want to catch up with when sch work is always giving more and more and i am also lagging quiet behind time..sigh..jc life is indeed not an easy one..thought i took 3 yrs, somehow i find it reali short and moving reali fast..
i think i am growing fat too..this 2 weeks was just sitting down everyday after eating and i think i got 3 layers of fats le as the chinese saying sae san chen rou..
save the last dance is also a veri nice and sweet show too..sometimes u will wonder fate is something tat can be quite weird..many at times u didnt know things will turn out tat way but somehow it just happen to turn out tat way..life is always so unpredictable..
prom cost $70 and its is in mariot hotel, somewhere near far east..indeed its quite ex but i was thinking this is the last time le, so i decided to go..i think i have big problem with make up cos i duno anything abt make up plus my mum also duno..i wonder who can help me with the make up also..luckily someone was willing to help me with the nails, tat's nice of her..prom tat day i want to see lots of pretty babes, esp pretty babe..think she gonna looks veri sexy..after A levels i want to pursue my passion for fashion designing and i am thinking of going overseas for holiday when i earn enough money..there are just lots of things linning up for me to do..
todae have cake with the class cos ms lim (yi xian) birthday..yup, she is a veri nice teacher indeed..she seen me through 3 yrs le..cake is nice but too bad have too little to eat..sigh..after this week must start to piah again..sian man..
todae saw someone doing veri bad thing..though i cant see clearly without spect usually but somehow my eyes can see clearly wat the person was doing..somehow tat time i feel tat the guy was up to something cos i see him kept looking round to see if ppl are looking at him but somehow i caught wat he was doing..so i pretended to walk slowly so tat i can walk behind him..guess wat, he didnt tap his mrt card when he went out of the mrt, wat he did wat he followed one person veri closely behind until the person dun even how and tat's how he manage to ecape..hai~~(shake heads) i guess he did the same thing when he went into the train ba..i hope one day he will kana catch by the mrt ppl man, cos i reali canot stand wat he is doing..trying to pretend to tap the card when i think there is no card inside his wallet..
todae is a relax day indeed, but 2 months left..heart indeed worried cos i am reali uncertain if i can go uni..seriously cant afford to go private uni so die die also must go local uni..hopefully god will bless me with knowledge and past my A levels with flying colours..my brother is veri smart which i reali canot compare with..i think me and my brother are just reali extreme ends..why do i feel tat my jc life is not smooth sailing at all..full of ups and down..the point when i had a terrible fall was reali a bad experience for me..after tat i manage to pick up my confidence for the next yr..but this yr reali seems to be like when i am in new j1..nevertheless my jc life has made me know alot of things in life..