last fri was an enjoyable nite..after so many weeks of mugging..reach home at abt 11.30pm..dad was abit unhappy cos as a ger shouldnt be out so late..i guess he was just unhappy lah..tat nite went to jp reach there abt 10 le..so happen tat maril happened to see me so she called for me..yup and we chatted for an hour..her bf and her mum was around..tat time i was wondering tat when will i get to see my future bf sitting together with my parents and chatting happily away??hmm..tat seems something tat is hard to happen..she told me tat initally she also got alot of objections but somehow her parents manage to accept him eventually..seriously i am scared of objections and i duno wat to do if my parents couldnt accept for whom i have chosen to be with..her bf seems to give me a gd impression cos he looks quite guai to me or perhaps he is in army couldnt style his hair until some bad looking guy..me and maril was talking abt our past, wat exactly happened for the past 2 yrs..yup, both of us indeed miss the time when we are playing mm in sec sch..somehow, maril, yi hui and wan yi became an instructor of a sec sch, but currently they are not teaching anymore..then through this get to know zhi hao, an AJ guy and NUS graduate guy whom i think i seen twice before when i went to bernard house for CNY gathering and the last time when bernard went overseas..but actually, i dun reali rmb his face, all i rmb is tat he seems veri quiet to me..maril told me tat he is another bc pattern, nice and caring person..seriously i have forgotten everything on how to do mm, even the basic..if i got chance to touch mm again, might need some reteaching from someone again so tat can refresh my memory..
we also did talk abt relationship..she siad tat she was veri surprised tat we became together when he never came into the picture during sec sch time..instead both of us like the same guy..actually initially i find it hard to believe but yup somehow it became true..she said tat he wasnt veri understanding becos at tat pt of time he should understand wat is impt to me..but i told her tat it would be unfair to him too..somehow she had a bad impression of him, but nevertheless i still defended him becos i still think tat he is a nice person..whereas she told me tat her bf is super caring but the problem is she dun feel anything when they are together, yet her heart was somewhere else in my pri sch ex classmate..if i want to pair them up tat would be an easy task for me cos afterall in pri sch, we did talk quite a lot..but i think tat would be unfair to her bf cos i think her bf cares and likes her veri much..i duno wat maril is thinking also, but hopefully things will be ok for them..
it is surprising tat gers can talk anything under the sun..can talk abt wat couples do in a relationship..so now i know tat guys are all the SAME..i can even predict wat are the steps guys will take in a relationship..hehe..seriously maril looks veri pretty leh when he used to sae tat she is just ok when she has so many guys jioing her..
sometimes i think i am quite a stubborn person..if i sae tat i wont go i reali meant wat i sae, regardless of the consequences tat i will face for not turning up for sch..i reali feel tat coming for the NAFA thing for half an hour onli is reali wasting my time when my travelling time takes 2.5hrs..todae so happy cos somehow manage to get a silver for NAFA FINALly by some means which i canot sae...FINAlly no need to see the pe teachers le..sick of their faces too..so happened to see outside the table with cm, outside the entrepreneur room then idol 1 happened to pass by and he was smiling..wonder why man, anyway i think he is siao lah..then after he left duno why he turn bac then both of us turn bac together then smile at each other for no reason..me was of cos veri pei seh..hehe..i think he overheard the conversation tat i sae to cm, saying tat why is he always smiling for no reason..tat's why he turned bac, maybe?haha..after he put bac all the things then he still smile to me and sae thanks you..hehe..so happy cos last time i did sae tat if can know him then will be super happy but got smile can le lah..cm said tat i can confess my luv for him after i graduated but i said forget it cos i onli admire him not like..they are not the same to me..anyway i think he is a happy guy lah, always full of smiles..
i think my hp going to spoil soon..i realised tat 2nd hp is reali lousy..most of them can onli last u abt 1.5hrs..i am waiting to bvuy a better camera hp when i earn enough money..
for the gala dinner, mr XXX said he will treat the 4 of us..but i feel veri guilty to use ppl money cos its is $80 per person and btw its not cheap..dun think i want to use ppl hard earned money like tat..i am wondering why he wants to treat us when he could have chosen other ex students, excluding me cos i am onli taught by him 1 yr onli..up to now we still smile to each other, not like ms ong who totally pretended not to know the students once they left her,btw she left yj le..just got bac prelims results..results are indeed super sucky but i am quite surprised tat i manage to pass phy when i spent the least time on it..but seriously MCQ alot is i ti gam one so not counted..chem teacher was saying "ur results are veri poor.." i was thinking of cos lah, i didnt study so many things and many didnt do confirm will do badly mah..but when i received the results, its not as bad as i think cos everyone almost get the same marks as me when they got do the organic and option qns when i left it totally blank..so i am equally bad with them..haha..but i am quite glad tat those i got do i got correct, at least didnt waste my time studying..
one show was saying tat in life, there is ppl who will onli feel veri deeply for a particular guy..probably i guess i belong to this grp of ppl..hmm...
principle saw me then she called for me..she asked me "so how?"wat an open ended qn to ans man..but never mind i didnt sae anything, onli smile cos i dun think i want to mention my results to her cos its reali bad..why does she always think tat my mum is china person arh>>weird?anyway she is not, an indo chinese but indeed she look like some china woman..i always ask her to sun tan abit but she dun wan..i am ok with sun tanning abit but not too much cos i dun wan to turn veri tan, abit dark can le..
holiday is just next week, there is reali alot to do during this holiday..where should i start from??hmmm..
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