life was seriously terrible in the past 1 to 2 months and its all becos of A Levels..ya man, tat time super stress, going to go siao soon..plus tat time i kept having fever and the stupid fever just kept coming bac even though it seems tat i am ok le..but somehow tat time i suddenly recall of physics..temperature always flow from high region to low region, so i place a cloth over my head then after tat everything is ok..luckily there is 5 days break after the gp paper, if not i am reali worried if am i suitable to take my A levels with a fever..tat time was reali sick, hardly got energy to talk bac to my mum..life was veri stressful...moreover, things became worst when the construction workers start working at this pt of time when i am having my A levels!!!wat the hell, it was sickening..so noisy and i cant study..so bo bian, went out with my brother to study..seriously outside environment reali canot study, noisy like anything..moreover cant get use to the outside environment..
so how was this yr papers on the whole??seriously i think its quite tough, esp phy..actually u can just go in the exam hall without studying for it cos its all application and i feel tat the trend is changing towards more critical thinking rather than memorizing facts and vomitting it out.i think my phy is gone case le..chem paper 3 and 1 also gone case, sigh...reali duno if i can go uni or not..maths was alright..reali must thx mr sim cos tat time he said one thing tat rung my bell..he say must do finish the whole of 2001 to 2005 then shouldnt be a problem..thx to him and one of the qn reali came out and its copy and paste directly..so heng man..i think maths shouldnt be tat bad when i get the results..wat i am most scared is my phy and chem...hai~
now life is so bored without sch..i am just idling away at home rotting and either going out with friends..i am starting to miss sch le..i miss the time when i can get to see my 2 idols and miss the busy time..it seems tat time is difficult to pass nowadays..and my sickening parents kept bothering me with my piano stuff..seriously i reali dun like playing piano, even though i know tat they are doing for my own gd..i told them many times le tat i am no talent for tat and they still want me to learn..such things need in born talent inorder to appreciate..seriously i am just bindly following wat i am taught and i have no opinion of my own.this is not wat a reali pianoist should do..haha..
this few months reali learn alot from my brother, he teaches me alot of stuff tat i dun understand in the past..was quite grateful to him in fact..he helped me quite a bit in all my subjects..seriously i think he is reali super smart..i and him are just extreme ends..brother is going to army on 11 jan, shiok man, i will have no disturbance from then on..and i can do watever i like openly le..
seriously i am just stuck between when should i start to work cos my parents have not yet to find a piano teacher for me and i cant confirm the time with the agent..wa lao i am just stuck..seriously i am still worried abt my results even though A levels has ended..i am reali scared..reali uncertain if i can go uni or not, if tat's the case then reali must plan another path of my life..last day of exam, everyone was like so crazy, it seems tat we have regain our freedom..yup, tat day after exam i directly went to pierce my eyes..finially after so many yr so saying..seriously i think its pain loh, but duno why cm sae not pain at all, its just some insect bite..maybe my ear lops are thick tat's why so pain..anyway first thing tat i did after ear piercing was to buy a nice earring..yup, quite vain arh..hehe..past few days cm was saying tat if she is the boss, she wouldnt hire me cos i smile too much and it seems tat i am not a serious person when it comes to work..haha..but all along i am like tat, suddenly dun smile abit hard leh..plus she sae i am slow and inefficient and everything duno and i always look so unconfidient..actually wat she sae is veri true, i am indeed veri inexperience in everything..even the basic also duno, but i am brushing up my eng in this half a yr cos i think my english reali sucks, need more improvment for tat..
i am so bored, wat should i do to kill time?????hai~~~too bored also complain, too busy also complain..hai~
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