Friday, January 12, 2007

~the entries for 2 weeks~

last sun was new year eve..morning need to go for gathering cos anjana leaving singapore soon,,food was nice, esp the choclates which was made by jun jie..haha, admire guys who can make choclate cos i like to eat those kuah stuff..i think he veri pro loh cos i also duno how to make..during the evening went to hotel to work..yup, it was the most sway thing tat it ever happens..both me and my brotherhave changed into their unifrom and preparing to start work le but who knows justwhen we wore our own black shoes, both the soles of our shoe dropped out..worst thing is i never realised it in the first place, onli realised it after i stepped out of the changing room..everyone was looking at me and it is the most pei seh thing..so i quickly changed bac into my own clothes and both my brother and i decided not to work anymore given our situation..my brother was just lucky tat he realised it fast, so nobody realised it except the cleaner kana scolded by the supervisior cos my brother diritied the toilet becos part of his shoes drop out and leave lots of black marks on the floor..luckily the cleaner duno my brother dirited the toilet, otherwise he would get scolded..somehow i think tat god dun wan us to work as waitress and waiter, else it is reali too qiao tat both of our soles of the shoe drop out at the same time..tat day initally wanted to go countdown but later didnt cos was too tired, went bac home to watch tv instead..
mon went to johor,,this time everything went veri smooth..traffic was veri smooth, no congestion at all and at the check pt, everything was veri fast..practically we didnt wait at all..there are lots of sale but i bought nothing on clothes and shoes cos i feel tat they are all not nice as compared to singapore ones.so i spend all the money i changed on a mascara, hair treatment and food..eat from morning to evening non stop tat day and got reali veri full although we didnt reali eat proper meals..food was reali veri cheap..think we order abt 10 or more types of food in all..
tues went for 106 gathering at newton to eat..yup, food there reali not cheap seh.we ordered lots of variety of food and we share all the food tat we odered..ended up paying like $9 per person..lately duno why so tired,,i can doze off anytime and anywhere, just like tat day at my dad's friend house, i doze off without any reason knowing tat it is quite rude..there is this another particular guy, unknown guy again msg me.this time i reali duno who he is but he claims he is joey's friend.i was reali confused how he know my name and my hp no, so i ask him how he got it..he kept dun wan tell me how he got it and saying tat i think too much liao.since he dun wan tell me the truth then why should i make friend with him..i just dun like ppl to lie and keep the truth from me..for 3 consecutive days, he kept msging me, but sometimes i ignore him cos i feel tat i am talking to a stranger of whom i duno who is it and how he looks like and his character..i see no pt in talking to him and we dun have any common topic to talk abt..i was reali shock when he ask me out for dinner and movie..my first reaction was HUH??i dun even know u in the first place and u are reali bold enough to ask a ger whom u duno for a dinner..althought tat day i am quite free, i told him tat i am busy cos i feel it is not safe to go out with strangers tat i duno..moreover i also duno who is he..i was also reali shock when he call me up, but i just refuse to pick up the call cos i am reali scared of him.i just feel scared the moment i think of, he knows who i am but i duno him at all..but now, he didnt msg me anymore..maybe he get the hint tat i am ignoring him..
my workplace is kind of sophicated..many ppl are veri unhappy abt alot of things..and the funny thing is tat everyone tell me their secrets and unhappiness but they didnt even tell their close partners..everyone who tell me always sae"dun tell anyone hor.."weird arh, it seems tat everyone trust me tati wont tell anyone and tell me all their secrets..it seems tat i am providing a listening ear to everyone..haha, i dun mind cos at least i wont be tat bored,,they sae ever since i come, they talk alot, else usually talk veri little..
fri was relai sayang cos hp suddenly got no access, reception was poor, not the first time liao..and so sway tat the ppl called and i was choosen for an interview to work in the moe but who knows myhp canot recieve the call, so they call my house but i am not at home, was at work actually..hai~when i call bac, the positition was taken up.so sayang loh..initally they ask me if i wan to work in innova jc as data entry, but i rejected cos its too far plus transport fee would be too ex by then..ho i wish if theys ae yj got vanacy then i would immediately agree..haha, maybe can make friend with my 2 idols cos i would their staff by then..haha..(dreaming away)
fri also sent off anjana at the airport..yup, can see she quite sad to leave..i made a bouquet of flowers for her and we shared the money amont 4 ppl.first time i feel tat my flowers i made is ok cos tat bouquet u spent alot of effort and time to do one..usually i just anyhow do..now then i realised tat when they sell flowers to customers, they usually sell them thrice or twice their cost price..they earn reali alot by selling flowers ..actually i didnt regret taking up this job cos at least i learn something which my friend might not probably knows..tat nite, went to sakae to eat..OMG, we still thought it was a buffet but acatually not, no wonder the ppl there was looking as us and nobody have lots of plates..i wasted lots of food since i thought it was a buffet, wanted to try anything but i throw all the rice away..haha..bad seh..tat day still thought canot pay up liao cos we eat 40 plates..luckily still got money and it cost like $24 for each person..actually initally still want to stay on there to learn more new things but my mind was veri confused cos i wan to have a change of environment so tat i can get more exposure..mum and i quarrel until veri jia lat on fri nite cos she is just unreasonable and i canot stand her.she wants me to play piano twice..fine, i play for her..i purposely wake up early to play for her and she sae i disturbing ppl's sleep..then at nite, i play, she sae i disturbing her sleep too..then what she wants man!i canot play piano in the afternoon cos i am working wat..she threaten tat she will call kat and sae tat i am quitting but i dun wan cos i haven found another job..even though i quit tat job i will still find another one regardless of whether she is against me working or not..
sat i overslept and made sharon wait for 1.5hrs..feel reali bad cos fri nite i quarrel with my mum and slept at 2.30am.so couldnt wake up on time at 6am.i am angry with her cos she knows tat i am going out yet she purposely dun wan wake me up and i made ppl wait for so long..yup, tat day went to her house to dye hair..come out still not bad and i still owe her a favour..i think sharon is a veri nice person..happy to be her friend too cos she teachers me alot of stuff tat i wan to learn earlier one..
sun went to a wedding dinner..yup, food as ok ok onli..not tat nice also..seriously i duno most of my relatives although they sae they know us..bride is veri pretty and dun look like her at all..the guy looks veri ah beng and fat to me..haha..not reali the type of guy tat i will like..anyway the wedding is quite sian loh, talk to nobody at all..tat day also went to work in the morning..saw JT coming into my shop..stil thought he wanted to go in to buy things..but so happen tat his friend is buying a bouquet of flowers and bear in our shop.so sweet seh..haha..
all the part timers are quitting, i was relai shock to hear tat even the most hardworking also wan tot quit..i duno wat is the real reason for them to quit but i do admit tat i am the most slack among all the outley cos the sales for my shop not so gd..seriously getting $5 per hour is quite worth it considering i zhuo bo most of the time.and moreover i always take leave as and when i like..by rite tat shouldnt be the case but i guess i still want to quit though it is abit sayang to give up such a job with flexible working hours.i wan to try out those admin works..
my resoultions for this yr is to get gd results for my A levels and go NTU or NUS..mon went out with jin yi for job interview..intially wanted to ask but she not free so i call him instead since tat time i still owe him a favour by borrowing his cam.when i reached there i sort of like kana cheated..it is an agent company who called me, still thought it was the company itself who call me..tues had a reali scary experience..there is this guy whom poey and i think tat he has mental disorder came to our shop..he stayed in our shop for veri veri long and when poey ask him wat he wants, he kept keping quiet and ignore her..i could fell something was amiss the moment he stepped into the shop..it is obvious tat he dun wan buy anything and yet he still dun wan leave..worst part is he kept looking me, duno why also!!was so scared tat time...cos he kept moving nearer and nearer to me..luckily poey was there to protect me..me and poey write nites secretly to one another and she tell me to call the security guard..i quickly ran out of the shop to find them but just couldnt find..but poey sae once after i ran out of the shop, the guy immediately go off..and poey call for help from the ppl near our shop..she said tat he has mental disorder but a mild one cos he knows wat he is talking abt,,or maybe he is just fegining to act siao.she siad tat his aim is not to target me but to kar jiao gers, but so happen tat i look scared, so i became his target..aiya meet up with such things where will not scared one..
thur went to tekong to send my brother off for army..environment isnt tat bad, not as bad as i expected..i not sad at all when he go off leh, just feel tat house abit empty now..army uses alot of short forms which i feel is abit hard to understand..like OTOT..i feel so excited when i know i was going to take a ferry cos never take b4..yup, felt abit dizzy too cos i not used to it arh..some of the ppl had their gf and parents to sent them off..think it is so sweet cos i see tat their parents are willing to accept the gf at such a young age..when will my parents allow..hai~
yesterday (12/01) is my last day at work cos i told kat tat i am quitting since she called me to ask me wether i can work during new year eve and valetine.since i not working til tat day, i decided to told her tat i am quitting..but last time she said tat befor i wan to quit must give her 3 days notice, but yesterday she sae i no need to stay for those 3 days liao, she sae yesterday is my last day..the way she sae it was kind of unfriendly, i was kana abit hurt by wat she saes though i am the one who iniated tat i wan to quit..suddenly feel tat yesterday i lose alot of things, cant see poey anymore and i will miss her laugher and entertainment..but i am looking for another now, hoping it would be better than this ba..saw yi hui too yesterday at imm..yup , she call me and she changed alot..how i wish i can gather the mm ppl again..

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