this few days feeling better le..at least stomach not tat pain anymore and i have started regaining my appettite.at least for now, when i see nice food i got the appetite to eat, if not previously, i have lost my appetite totally..for now i am reali worried cos i haven finish studying my exams given my speed and i always tell myself tat" ok tonite i shall piah and finish everything, but everytime always ended up sleeping man.."seriously i am not as hardworking as before le..in the past, if i cant finish, i die die also will push myself to wake up to study, but not now..i am tired always, duno why ah..sigh..i reali dun feel like studying anymore !!! i am reali sick of studying the jc syallubus all over again for so many times...mum always sae, "Dun study lah..it is not as if we force u to study like tat.." eh hello, even if i dun wan me to carry on, dad will also force me to study again..hai~life is kinda hard on me ever since i come jc..then past few days my parents were saying more and more ppl are choosing to go poly rather than jc, so wat now??it seems to me tat u all have regretted ur decision..come on lah, i told u ppl earlier on tat i wanted to go poly all along but u ppl wans me to go jc..there is no time for regrets now lah since i have come to this stage..i knew tat all along tat i cant cope with the jc tat's why i wanted to go poly but u ppl just dun allow..so wat now, tat A results cert of mine is just useless to me, it is not even a professional cert, wat can i do with tat useless cert??then they told me tat "then u are just unlucky loh..we just wanted to try our luck since poly fees are so ex and moreover tat time ppl who go poly are usually those with not so gd grades.."
i just got a rejection letter from nus again..hai~~how it feels to be rejected again??i also duno how to say, but i must say i am onli left with NTU..if by next tues, i dun get a letter, then everything will just be gone case and it will reali seal my fate in yj for the rest of half a yr....sigh..
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