Last fri saw yong siang and jia yu when I was waiting for a friend of mine at the yishun control station to pass him something..they are kinda shocked by am I still in uniform, I guess everything is just obvious and so enough said…wanted to talk to jia yu since its been a long time since we last chatted and she also wan to chat to me de, but yong siang was talking to me and moreover he also duno her and I cant chase him away just becos I want to talk her.so no choice loh, me and him continue to chat on while jia yu head her way home.
Sat I went for piano lesson and I was told tat the exam date are out and its on 9 of july, which falls on mon..oh man, its just less than a month left and I have not even 50% prepared for the exams given the conditions I am in..when I browsed through the exam list, not much people are taking grade 8 exam.i believe tat this round is not going to be easy cos after getting this cert, u are certified to teach which I doubt I wan unless I am reali desperate for money.and I was told by my teacher tat for piano exams, u need to be at least 70% pass then its consider pass, its not like the normal 50% pass can liao.i remember I did quite badly for the previous exam cos I didn’t practice at all and moreover tat time I was in j1 lah, super busy and got project work to handle with too. Hai~all the exams are reali near each other, the sch exams and piano exams are just few days apart lah, I wonder if I can take it or not cos for this two weeks I have to manage my time between sch work and piano and its kinda not easy considering tat I study super slow (even slower than before as I have forgotton most of the stuff)..i think I am just a turtle who is crawling reali slowing just to reach the ending point. I was also asked to book the exam studio for 2times which is 1 hour in total and each half an hour cost $13 bucks.i think its kinda of day light robbery lah.. I counted its $0.40 per min..wa lao damn ex lah..but do I have a choice? Obviously not cos I want to have a feel of wat the piano sounds like when I go for the exams, other wise I cant get use to the pitch and at those.
A friend of mine also asked me if whoever wants to teach tution can tell her, so I tell her tat my brother can teach cos I see his results damn gd,so I think tat teaching tution shouldn’t be a problem for him.initally her aunt has agreed to hire my brother but eventually she cancelled it cos I think she find the fees are just way too expensive considering my brother has never teach before.The fees are not set by my me and my brother, it was set by my mum la.i told her many times tat my brother is inexperience so shouldn’t charge tat high and so wat he is from nj and take special paper, there is nothing big deal abt tat..though u are gd doesn’t mean tat u can teach well til ur students get gd grades,,so she ask me to shut up and ask me dun interrupt in whatever she is doing.ok loh, fine la, see now things have gotton to this stage and u dun even earn a single cent lah, all thanks to her…seriously its hard to open my mouth to tell my friend abt the fees cos in Chinese they always sae : ”tan qian shang gan qing..” and I reali find it bad if we charge too much, but my mum dun wan to listen to me and she still pretend to call up those ppl who advertise in the newspaper to check out for the market rate.this is something tat I cant stand abt it..
Its been a reali long time tat I study for major exam and indeed I cant reali take it.i onli study like 2 chapters per day, oh man like tat how to finish everything in time when this time round the test cover the whole of j2 and some j1 syllabus.hai~worst still I get saturated easily and tired and tat explains why I am so slow.one of the days, joey friend msg me again but I didn’t know its him cos he has changed number so I replied bac..if I known its him, then I wouldn’t wan to reply him at all cos I find him just reali irritating…he claims tat I dun give chance and I will onli reply him if I sees a different number..wat is says is quite true but so wat, if u are tat rich u can go ahead and change as many number as u wan, but rest reassured tat I will onli replied u once. And moreover why should I give him a chance when I dun see a reason to it when he is trying not to be honest with me..initally wanted to be more meant to him de, but I decided not to do so eventually..maybe its just too bad lah tat I dun wan to be friend with him cos I dun even know who is he la, how can I trust his words..and moreover I also duno where he got my number from de..i think guys nowdays are kinda damn desperate lah..
My brother has gone to medic and I think tat its kinda not easy to study medic when I browse through the book cos its mainly biology and I hate biology !! mon night somehow I cried when I talked to this person cos she asked me how I fair for my results.i cried not becos of wanting to gain sympathy from her, but rather the feelings just suddenly came to me and everything was from my bottom of my heart..she says tat its not exactly gd, neither is it tat bad..i duno if she is trying to tat just to console me or wat,but nevertheless I still want to thanks her.the weeks ahead will be more busy as I have to spend more effort mugging, hopefully like wat the divine lot says tat I will met a gui ren to help me in the process when I am in trouble.but who is this gui ren?i also duno...just hope tat I can hear some gd news from either of the uni ba..my dad says tat around ten thousand students do not have a chance to enter local uni, which means tat its kinda difficult to get picked up by them unless u stand out from the rest.
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