sian, this few days have reali lost touch with my comp cos i haven been going online these few days cos i was reali busy with mugging bio for 5 days..tat's just show how slow my studying speed man..seriously the moment i see bio i reali hate tat subject to the core cos i think i reali take alot time to memorized stuff..past few nites when i was preventing myself to fall asleep cos i am reali short of time liao..need to sleep less and study more le..so i decided to go the kitchen to find some food to eat, then whenever i see my current weight, it just turns me off and i keep telling myself tat i am not going to eat supper anymore ! but heng eventually i still manage to keep myself awake for 1 day til 4.30am..zai man..i never slept so late before..haha..but the rest of the days i could barely stay til 12.30am ;( ok this week i wan to perform mission impossible..i always think tat its whether u got the determination to stay awake or not..if u do have tat will, then no matter wat u would stay awake de..
then this wed actually i got a bday celebration again de..but i didnt go partly becos i got to teach my student, and also i cant cancel my lessons so many times cos it would reflect very bad on me..so i gonna give up going for tat celebration though my heart yearns to go cos highly chance eye candy might be there too..but never mind, i always believe tat there is another chance to meet up with him in dec again ;)
and i reali wan to preach abt my student man..i reali cant take it teaching her anymore..she always give tat attitude and i am reali starting to think if am i reali so bad in teaching tat she always forget wat i explains and say or the problem just lies on her side ( refuse to take learning seriously )..this week session just pissed me off though i wanted to show her my "ulgy" face, but i guess i shouldnt be as a "teacher"..
for now, i have decided to take it easy liao..as long as i dun get retain in uni, then i will happy..everyone has at least touched their past yr paper, but wat i have done? NONE ! and NO REVISION DONE also ! jialat man..sometimes i reali need to console myself man..then today's life sci test was kinda not easy and straightforward cos we reali need to study super in depth to know the ans..heng we got some tips from our nice friends, somehow know some ans for some of them..but i must say today's the feng shui is gd cos we managed to chop a gd place to "Discuss" our ans..actually i was reali bold enough to talk and discuss ans with my friend ..but she is equally bold with me to talk to me also..haha..if kana caught sure gone man..
wed nite i break my record of talking on the phone for an hour cos yk was asking me for the qns for chem paper 3..he is lucky tat i still keep the papers man cos i believe all his papers are gone and misplaced..seriously this is my first time talking over phone abt studies for so long..usually its just chop chop Q & A session..haha.
weekend gonna pray hard for me man ..actually mood today kinda bad cos of some mo mo thing, but i guess forgive and forget is the best policy tat i should practise..
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