weekend i just received a mail from my boss..they are going to have a christmas celebration on 23rd dec and its held in some hotel in town..which means tat day i gonna dress nicely for tat occasion..sian..duno wat to wear man..dun wan dress like a kid cos ppl there have super gd dress sense..later super malu if dress sense is cmi..anyway weekend was not very productive cos onli study bio..zzz..i think i am seriously not the sort of ppl tat can study bio cos my brain cant take facts..i am stare for a pg for 2 hrs and still get nothing out of it..haiz...gonna fail liao..exams is coming up in less in 2 weeks, and i haven started most of the preparations yet..tat's my style man..everything last min piah and study (results then come out like shit..)weekends also have too much distractions liao..brother kept on disturbing me..parents keep quarreling over some issue but i cant be bothered..my dad thinks tat my mum is having affairs over..whatever man..tat doesnt concern me..cant be bothered over this issue..all i know is i dun have time for my studies now with my studying speed now..at times, during the night i was hoping to get some encouragement and motivation from ppl around me, but these ppl made things worst by creating more fann issues for me..haiz..sometimes i get so vexed tat i decided to go running for 12 rounds..i guess this is a gd way to escape from issues..somehow u feel better after running away all ur sweat and fats..duno why lately, got the motivation to slim down when in the past i wasnt tat health conscious.maybe i guess the figure has reali frightened me and also peer pressure from ppl around me has motivated me to excercise more and eat less !!
ok for now, i gonna jia you man..and put in my best !
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