~heart almost want to drop liao~

yesterday was the day when i think i reali gt free pay man cos my student didnt reali want to have lesson since she was tired..so she kept on initating a convo with me and i wanted to pull her bac to track with her playing cos i feel bad as if i am "Cheating" her money by talking crap with her ma..but apparently she doesnt wan..so not my problem liao..then wat suddenly lightened up my spirts when i was totally feeling at the rock bottom was when i saw the msg tat hm send me saying tat she manages to camp an elective for me liao..initally my mood was reali at the rock bottom liao, but once i heard tat news i was super happy and my heart almost want to fly to the sky liao cos she camp onli for 10 mins nia and gets a slot liao, but i camp 4 hrs get nothing..so the problem just lies with the luck..lohz..

then after which went home happily and the moment i stepped into my house, i asked my dad for his medical report..haiz..he told me tat its some tumor..tat time my heart reali drop to the rock bottom man feeling kinda sad when initally i was super happy like mad..cos this tumor word doesnt sound veri gd lei..and i duno is it a form of cancer too ? haiz....so was kinda worried for him now,but apparently he still takes it positively lei..haiz..duno lah..i just thnk he so kelian, so old liao still kana such things at his XXX..but he is operating soon in 2 weeks time, hopefully he will heal by then..haiz..

then today went to JP with eat with them since we gt 4 hrs break lo..super waste time man..so went off to eat pizza hut, and i ate super alot lo of cheeze and the pizzas..weekends going to piah running liao man..i am not going to let the fats stay there for long ! lohz.hehe..

and yesterday my colleague asked me a qn abt XXX..and my ans is still uncertain lei..cos i myself also duno the ans..so i guess she might find me fickle minded man..but its not i wan de, cos the feeling is very different from last time lei..as in the ans is not tat straight forward so i cant give a definite ans..so for now all i can say is " time will tell everything.." and i guess the phrase is very useful and true cos it really tells everything after a period of time..perhaps a few yrs or if fast might be a few months..so for now, my ans is still "i DUN KNOW !"