haiz..this few days i am really fann cos mum keep finding fault with me again..then i really very fann and fed up liao when i camp 4 days for electives but still get nothing..then my mum keep fann-ing me with money..whole day keep scolding me tat i never give her money when she helps us wash clothes and cook everyday..wa lao i mean its her obligations to do all these since she is a housewife,wth man i dun understand why she always like to complain ! come on la, tat's her job now..and my job now is to study..and i reali hate it when she use those hokkien vulgar on me, cos i find it super crude and tat's explains why i always dun respect her and treat her as my mum cos she is a bad example to follow man..sometimes, i think i am starting to get her bad influence liao, but i controlling not to be like her cos i believe many ppl will find it crude, including me lo..so i must refrain from speaking those crude stuff and learn to be more ang mo speaking liao, if not alot of guys sure get turn off de..but sometimes ppl always say "Like mother, like daugther.." hopefully i dun follow into her footsteps man..at least ang mo speaking not as bad as those hokkien..haiz..sometimes just wonder why is she my mum man..
then wed was at home since no sch..so decided to camp in the morning, afternoon and nite..and i am really quite demoralised liao cos i reali camp for many many countless hours liao and saw quite a no of slots but still cant manage to get the elective tat i wan cos i was just slow by a few secs....haiz..or maybe my house internet speed kinda slow in refreshing man..by the time, its already refreshed, the slot would have taken by others..haiz..now i desperate liao..as long as there is any slot, i shall just go for tat..if not have to prepare for the worst liao.. ;( and i suddenly realised tat i need to sell ba gua for my union camp ppl..and dateline is this sat..lohz..and i totally forgotton abt it til jeremy ask me for the sales..so jialat lo now..aiya right from the start they shouldnt sa bo me as SA cos u know i am those bo chap type de..nominate me sure gone case de,..cos i doubt i can help the group in any way..
and today went to sch for 1 lesson nia..abit stupid la. but at least manage to queue for zhuo wen xuan tickets,..so not too bad..yeah so next thur gonna attend the concert liao..yipee..for now, gonna go for my piano class liao..sian..sit here for 4 hrs le, but get nothing..yawns..abit feel like giving up liao..
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