Haiz, this holiday like damn sian man lo..like no time to even rest well at all..damn..there are endless projects and lab to do..haiz..then from tues to fri i decided to stay at home study but i realised tat i keep sleeping man..cant reali concentrate on studying cos was kinda sick man...keep coughing and having flu like mad...then still got fever..sian lo tat's the consequence of eating too much ba gua and chocolates without drinking water..but during this sick period i still continue eating those heaty stuff cos i dun reali care..my house reali has nothing for me to eat lo..wat else can i eat except the ba gua tat i still have..haha!
thur went to my student house to teach again..this time she keep pestering me to tell me wats my CCA ..then i dun feel like telling her initally cos its kinda dui lian to say i am frm which particular CCA..she say i confirm cant be from sports cos i dun look like one..then i told her "of cos i dun look like one cos i am not tan at all !" then she guess i am from band or girl guides..lohz..all wrong lo..musically inclined ppl doesnt mean u need to be from band..and rough girls doesnt mean u need to be from girl guides..anyway i am now reali clueless how can i help her improve when she so bo chap in her practising..haiz..i am just scared tat if her mum asks abt her progress then duno how to say man.
then hor this few days at home duno why i cant concentrate man..1 day hardly can read one chapter notes.haiz..die man..holiday so fast gone man..initally still wan to catch up with all my work for tutorial and lecture notes de, but like no time man.i am reali sorry to my dearest grp project mates cos i realised tat i didnt reali do much..yes i feel reali guilty now cos i feel like taking free marks when i never do much..sigh..this feeling is bad..
and lately my mind keep wodnering off whenever i study..haiz..maybe i too "lonely" liao until mind wonder off to something tat i shouldnt think right now cos too much things to do liao...i got no time to rest well liao where got time to waste on such stuff..anyway its been long i have went shopping liao..feel like shopping man..but i still got so many tests to study which i haven touch at all..haiz..jialat..i think i am just kinda stress now.need to relax myself now man..
and suddenly i miss my dearest sec sch moments..cos i feel very happy over there.unlike now in uni..life is so bored..all studies everyday..and last mon night when i was late outside travelling bac from boon lay station, i suddenly saw the guy tat i like in JJC for the 1st 3 months and he is just right behind me nia..i kept looking at him but apparently he didnt realised tat i am looking at him lei..or he forget me liao or cant recognise me? lohz.anyway tat's not impt..seeing him is gd enough liao..;)
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