rarr..this holiday wk damn stress sia..i gt so many things to accomplised..but yet i forever like no time one..sat, sun,mon i spend these days listening to one-2 online lects everyday and after which i did nothing.so its kinda not effective at all..sian la the once i online i will slacked alot cos i wil go online watch taiwan dramas then the time will just creep off discretly without me knowing..haiz haiz haiz..and ytd went out the whole day so i tink i seriously need a break from everything la..super stress so many things to catch up and it seems tat 24 hrs also not enough for me..so yeah ytd met up wif jiahua to cut hair and my hair now is damn short now..sian tink need to let it grow for one or 2 wks then maybe will be nicer cos the shape is still not reali out yet..then after which went to vivo to meet ch..so we catched a movie and after which had fast food for dinner..and ytd i duno if i was lucky or wat..someone left his blackberry phone and wallet in the fast food and apparently i saw it..if ch wasnt there then tat blackberry phone will confirm be mine already..but anyway he is nice to return the person the phone and wallet la..but yeah i am confirm not as nice as him la..so since it was still early so i went to the roof top there to chill and chat abt our inner thoughts..apparently ytd the whole nite our topic just revolve abt relationships..yeah he told me he regretted didnt accepting this girl during army cos tat ger's look is kinda cui..LOHz..see la so wat's the moral of the story..one should nv be so superfical and go for looks and neglect abt the importance of character..now he say thinking bac he feels tat the girl is reali very devoted and have nice character..but too bad she is really attached when he wanted to jio her bac..so all i can say is, nice girls are always on hot demand..its just a matter of time as to when she will get attached nia..aiya but serously i didnt know ch goes for looks til ytd he spelt out so much things abt him..yeah but then as usual i told him abit of my story..as in the guys i looking for..and i did told him tat my expectations are kinda abit high though..but tat's not i wanted de, cos mr A already sets the standard there..so yeah tat explains why i am still single and available..but tat's not the issue la..i dun reali care if i am old and still single cos i just wan to find the sec and last one..tat's all..so yeah i will just take my time..somewat ytd i feel a sudden impluse to feel him tat i did have a crush on him..but heng i didnt cos i just wan to spur him up as to give him more confidence to jio gers ma..cos i feels tat he tink tat he is very cui which is not the case..cos i tink he has a very nice character..but heng la i nv tell him..but i bit around the bush to tell him tat actually i tink he not bad one..so yeah at least its better than saying " hey ch actually many yrs bac i did have a crush on u, but just tat i didnt wan u to know onli.." yeah of cos the first one sounds better ma..so sometimes i reali can do things on impulse one..and heng tat time i didnt tell playmate abt my inner thoughts..cos up to now i reali feel tat he is just not the right one..so yeah at least heng i haven say cos i scared once i take bac my words ppl will tink i am very fickle minded..which i feel i am at certain times..but i am fickle cos i just feel tat if u are not the one, why still bother to waste time..instead should just move on ma..duno la tat's just my way of thinking..perhaps it might be wrong..or maybe i just need someone to guide me ;)
anyway time to stress again..i gt 2 lab reports to clear and tests to study..sian ! and tonite my mum is leaving sg and it was a sudden decision cos i tink my uncle is soon nearing to his death bed liao..so this nei liang xin de mum still can say some niao stuff cos she say if we treat a person nice when he is alive then why bother to go bac when he is almost dying..and all my aunties and damn pissed off wif my mum cos they feels tat she is acting like some queen inviting her to go bac indo and she is like so unreluctant..ya i can understand how all my aunties feel la..cos its like ppl are dying already and still need to see face in order to come bac indo..wat is this man.. yeah and i was damn bloody pissed off wif her also cos she keep insisting me to bk air ticket for her just becos she wants to go bac indo today..but then i working how to bk for her so i told her wait i will bk for her at 12 pm once i finish work..then she keep bugging me wif calls...and this seriously pissed me off man..and tonite she still insist i send her off to airport..watever la seriously if i free i will send u..if i not free then too bad..cos its not as if u duno how to go airport sia and this thing damn last min man..
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