Thursday, March 11, 2010

~sometimes things arent that easy and simple ~

wed was busy wif online lect again..wat the hell..seriously no life..haiz...then ytd was busy practically the entire day...busy wif work, studies and helping ppl solve their relationship problems..sometimes i do envy ppl who are together for yrs cos i feel tat its not easy at all..SERIOUSLY..its not easy to stay together for many many yrs esp when as yrs goes by, u will get sian of each other...so yeah but then its always not a fun thing when problems start to arise..somewat i am able to understand wat he is worried abt and the things that his gf dun reali understand the real underlying meaning..cos afterall i hav been through this stage..come on man, mr A is so much more older than me in the past, how can i understand now...i guess i have level up pretty alot after all these yrs..so i guess the bo chap qm wont repeat history again if she were to get attached again..cos last time i was just super bo chap and ignorance of everything..

haiz but then its hard to get a chance to talk to this guy that mesmerised me..i dun reali feel for him, but i do have more interest to know more abt him as compared to other guys..i duno why either..probably his way of communication and talking is just very very different from most guys ba..though he is just an old older than me, but somehow the feel is tat he is very mature in tinking..i guess this is wat i have been looking for..and his ang mo is reali WOW..haiz duno how many months i can then see him again.. ;(

wkend i gonna piah my 05 liao..sian super stress for this module cos i know nuts..and i am serious ! duno why when i am serious in talking, no one talks me seriously and ppl will take my words as joking or just talking some crap..somewat sometimes i feel this is the bad point of a happy go lucky personality cos ppl wont take u seriously at all..

and ytd was very worried for my bro cos i tink my dad onli left $200 each month for his daily expenses cos his monthly rental already cost $1200+ and his scholoarship coverage is onli $1400..so yeah my dad couldnt sleep the entire nite cos he duno how to help my bro..though he didnt say tat and i can see tat he is kinda worried from his expressions la..haiz wat can i do man..i guess when u are out to study aboard, u will learn to be independent and u have to by hook or crook learn to survive even though its gonna be hard..hope my bro will survive this through...and on the other hand, my mum has totally gone MIA sia..duno where is she now sia..i msg my auntie, she didnt replied me at all..then my dad was worried also..haiz..guess lately my dad is full of troubles..

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