~i miss the days in sch~

hai i kinda miss sch life though i have friends here..but then sometimes i dare not explore places ard myself cos i have no sense of directions so cant really go out myself..and sz has no nite life at all la..most of the bus 8.30pm alrdy end their bus service.super damn sian man cos everytime needa take taxi like tat..dun like taking taxi cos i feel unsafe..

then one of the day i was shopping alone after work then met up the other household ppl then decided to stay longe wif them since i dun wan go home so early.then end up i no bus go home so i was kinda freak out liao cos i dun dare take cab though its super cheap here.but heng this eugene is nice enough to ride their new bike tat they just bought and send me home.phew ! cos i am the extra person from the other household and our houses is ard 15 mins away..and worst still i duno the directions bac to my home...actually i find it hard to recognise the roads here cos all sounds quite the same..or rather my chinese is lousy so cant really interpret.so yeah bo bian.then have to keep cycling around the estate to find my hse.when i finally found my apartment i was damn happy la ! actually when i sat behind him, the feeling really not bad ah although its really damn damn cold..but the feeling quite romantic..HAHA..and some more first time i hv to sit so close wif a guy except for my ex la..actually i like his maturity and character ba,,and quite gum to click along along...

hai my job kinda sucks man, i feel like a translator and everyday its damn boring la..totally nothing to do and i kept on fallng asleep..cos no one cares over there..and its kinda hard to click wif my colleague cos i cant really talk chinese as fluent as them..and most of the time i always stummbled then cant continue the convo liao..anw ytd me and jiayi found our shopping paradise..omg i was damn happy when everything we wanted to get is so cheap.i got a super class heels for $8 nia..and its totally worth the price..and i shall hunt for more boots for now..hehe

~firecrackers and fireworks~

past few days have been going out after work then slept very work then at work damn sleepy..anw i really feel damn torturous going to work man..cos although the work isnt really tat hard, but apparently i feel tat i am being a translator over there cos its like wat the heck, they giv me one english email then ask me to rephrase for them in chinese..and my chinese honestly seriously sucks..they have lots of technical terms tat i totally cant write at all..and my supervisor keep checking on me, why i take so long to translate one short paragraph nia..ok i admit i did take super long, but then its really tough for me esp when i rarely type chinese and i have detached from chinese for many many yrs..sian, now i really feel damn sian to go work although the job if its in engligh., then everything will be very easy,.walao i really feel like tat i am doing a shitty job..duno how to write report also cos cant possibly say i go there be tranlator rite?? wa lao then my colleague all super chinese speaking and old, kinda hard to clique wif them..cos apparently i dun belong to their country..so its kinda hard to mingle wif them if i dun speak tat perfect chinese..actually most of the time i couldnt understand wat they are talking abt cos either they talk too chime or either they talk too fast..

anw last sun we have a mass sz dinner at a chinese..wa we ordered super alot and eat person only pay $8 for SGD..super cheap..the portion they come all really super big..omg, no wonder its china, everything also upsize here..lol then after tat we put out firecrackers and fireworks at one open field..first time playing wif all these things..actually it feels damn shiok man..hehe..

cny will be going beijing le..hopefully i can take the coldness there..cos i scared i cant tahan and also my skin will be super dry...now my skin really become quite jialat after i come sz..cos the air dehyrate all my water in my skin..

~i am enjoying life~

hai the temp now super duper cold.-3 degree celsius ..nose gonna drop liao man..lol..anyway this few days have been travelling ard..but bought nothing much cos its now the winter season..cant really buy much clothes..perhaps nxt wk i will be going shanghai since its quite near our place..hopefully there will be more of a shopping paradise.

ｆｉｒｓｔ ｅｎｔｒｙ ｉｎ ｓｕｚｈｏｕ

　　　　ｔｈｕｒ　（１３ｔｈ　ｊａｎ　２０１１）was the day when i departed singapore for suzhou. The feeling of departureis kinda sad cos afterall its 6 mths and its kinda long though but then on one hand thinking bac, i can get to leave tat endless nagging from mum..so kinda shuang in a way.so tat nite when i arrived the shanghai pudong airport, the 4 of us camp at the airport and spend our nite at the burger king over there.we played card games and chatted abt our life..aiya actually its more of talking crap..heng the 2 guys was kinda chatty else sure bored me to death.ok so at 7am, the whole suzhou gang met up at the arrival terminal and after which we took the catered shutter bus to the sch of NTU at the shanghai branch and we had a try of free shanghai breakfast over there..initally i couldnt adapt to the coldness when i stepped out of the airport cos its freaking cold la.and moreover i wearing super thin clothes of cos i cant tahan..then after the briefing at the ntu shanghai branch, we proceed on to suzhou and the bus journey took ard 2 hrs..my apartment is kinda atas and nice..no wonder my senior said tat its an atas area,..true indeed and my area has lots of korean ppl staying over there..the shopping mall is filled with lots of korean food and stuff..one thing when i reached there, i felt like a queen cos everything is super cheap ! food and clothes everyting dirt cheap..but then the clothes now not really suitable since its now winter time..and most of the branded stuff over there which SG　
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~final last stay before my departure ~

haiz i am flying tmr..cant imagine its so fast ! i am kinda sad though cos i will be leaving away for half a yr which is pretty long sia.duno i can cope over there or nt..tink first 1 month will be the hardest to survive man..hopefully things will go smoothly for me and pray hard tat i wont get con by china ppl..cos i am damn scared..needa contanstly remind myself tat i need to be alert at all times for pickpockets..haiz life is just so tiring needa take care of these things..i needa tink of ways to keep my valubles also..wa lao so tiring..up to now, i haven finish packing also...tonite will piah finish..hopefully my eye candy will bid gdbye to me..but i tink most likely wont de la..

pray hard tmr once i stepped in there will be a safe journey for me !

~i left 2 days~

sun met up wif my project mates to sing K.ok i must say my voice kinda sucks..and tat day sing until my throat no voice.partly becos i am alrdy quite sick alrdy then the more i sing, my voice get worst.

then ytd met up wif the uni gang for dian xin buffet then after tat went for board games at smu games cafe..surprising the games we played are quite funny..esp the part when we needa act out.the guys are the joke of the day..after which went to their pub which is quite cui cos they only serve beer..then later went to chimjes but they dun serve food anymore, so we went other places instead..so our final desination was timbre.the pizza and chicken wings are nice.then reached home damn late man ( 2am) ..so dad was kinda not happy,but then he didnt scold..aiya i only left a few days left...i must cherish every min of time now..not much time le !

anw today went out to cut hair just in case the china ppl over there makes my hair damn cui..if really bo bian, at most half a yr dun cut hair lo..haiz..then after tat met up wif my ex boss..haha she damn funny sia ...anw she is really a nice person to chat wif..and her kid misses me cos she damn long nv see me liao..so i pei my ex boss go her daughter's sch to wait for her sch to finish, then see her..her daughter was damn happy when she saw me..lol...yeah actually i like to play wif her also la..afterall she kinda cute.

anw today went bac sch to scanned my stuff.saw lion again..today quite surprised he quite chatty wif me seh..asked me if tmr i leaving is it? then i say no..its thur..then i start chatting wif him..aiya why when i gonna leave SG Le then u start chatting so much to me..when i know u earlier, why cant u be more chatty..aiya forget on pinning on more hopes le..i leaving anw in 2 days time..haiz..

anw really happy tat my ex replied me..perhaps during my graduation day will see him again..hopefully, tat will be the time i get to see him again !

~board games at smu~

today met up wif the jb clique since i was the spoiler of the event..so felt kinda guilty so decided to turn up for this meet up despite i am the only ger ..though its kinda weird cos i wanted to makeup to them, but nvm at least i knew all the 4 of them, only one of them nv talk before nia.so i guess its ok..actually playing board games not really tat bored actually..some of the games are kinda a thinking game..ok, but most of the time i was there confusing ppl cos i wasnt sure of where i am going towards as i am pretty new to the game and moreover i am damn slow in understand games one cos i dun play games at all..so i guess i often confused ppl so i always get blocked by eye candy cos i always sabo the game and screwed the up the game.

anw today was quite ok wif the guys.perhaps i tink i should start changing my perceptions of playing games cos i realised ppl do get closer wif playing games..and i am totally living in my own world without the presence of game.so anw hope i am start to catch up wif this "new thing"

and heng eye candy wasnt angry wif me..phew and this "new friend" cable was kinda a nice person to talk to also..ok la, actually from his look can see he is a talk cock kind..but anw duno why those guys can see through me tat i am kinda lost when i am playing games..cable and BY saw through me and they said" qm look lost in the game.." then i smiled cos they hit the bingo..lol..aiya but a person noob at playing games only start to play game now, how can she catch up so fast ! 23 yrs of my life, i nv touch any games before leh !

~i feel super duper damn guilty~

ytd i felt super damn guilty cos thanks to me that the whole paintball plan was cancelled..actually i didnt recalled tat my visa was actually at the immigration centre when eye candy mentioned something abt the passport...then i was like "oh shit ! my passport is at the immigration there. i cant leave the country til when mon i get bac my passport.." so i msg him, then his rxn was rather calm..not sure how he feels either but i know defintely not feeling gd cos he planned so much for this outing, but i last min pang seh..then end up short of players can go jb le..so yeah i was really feeling super duper damn guilty over it cos i was somewat the spoiler of this event...the remaining 9 ppl sure very sian diao also cos they were alrdy very happy over this trip, then i came along to dampen their spirits..so i guess i need to be apologetic towards them..so i said sorry sincerely to him, which i really do..but i cant sense how is he feeling cos i really cant tell from the sms tone..but anw my nice proj mate have decided to "Help" me in a way tat he changed to some board games activity..at least i can turn up to show my sincerity..cos i really feel damn bad over it..so wanna say sorry to him in person and those ppl whom i disappoint.

hopefully tmr will be a gd turn out..i pray..but anw i left not much days liao to department..nxt thur to count down..luagge haven really packed finish, but i really hope tat everything will be a gd start over there.

and regarding him,i tink no more chance alrdy to see him from far..but anw i always like guys who are hard to get and relatively popular among the gers..so anw yeah he is not the first one la..i changes eye candy pretty often,but once i am bac he is gone ! sad !

~the final chance!~

sun met up wif martin and cb during the late evening for dinner.initally wanted to meet ch one, but then by the time he drove to my area is alrdy 11.30pm liao ! so late la..then i told him since he drove all the way liao, so ok lo i shall meet him near my church there and have supper..but i tink he feels tat its kinda late and dangerous for me to go out at this timing, so he said" its ok then, shall meet up wif u when u are bac " lol actually i really anything one.i go home pretty late also anw..but i do feel bad tat he drove all the way from paris ris to my hse area, though he claims tat he didnt purposely come here la.

anw ytd went for a run wif lion and clique..since its the last chance liao so gonna cherish wat i hv for the last chance..actually ytd had more interaction wif him..but then he still very quiet ! why he so slow to mingle wif ppl one..like me and j, we can talk super alot of crap although we just knew each other not long before exams..as for him, duno why i cant find much crap to talk to him..honestly, i cant find any reason why i got more han gan for him when his character isnt wat i prefer..actually i would prefer more outgoing and "Noisy" personality, but then still eventually end of the day duno why i have more interest for him also..initally wanted to grab ytd chance to run wif him, but he run kinda fast and couldnt really catch up wif his pace..cos initally he wanted to let the gers run first but i say guys run first cos i sure will slow down their speed one..so he say ok lo..initally 4 of us were running together. but ended up i was too lagged behind liao cos i many mths nv run liao..so really no breathe..then end up j pei me run,then he run wif Y..honestly speaking, i was hoping tat at that time, the guy beside me would be him rather than j,but then he closer to y ma, so of cos he will naturally follow her la since they are close buddies since yr 1..but duno why somewat i am just closer to J though i wanted to interact more wif lion, but my mission failed cos i always dun dare to talk to him personally..i always like to talk generally to a grp of ppl , then ended up other ppl replied me, but not him..but sometimes he do reply me, but most of the time is his friends ! hai i getting tired soon liao also..A ask me not to giv up so soon,but then i tink really damn hard leh..qm getting tired soon cos like no development one leh..but really hope tat i can see him one the day i fly though i know its kinda impossible.

anw u know ytd i was damn happy but my ex wrote on my wall though its just a short sentence..cos at least we are still friends..cos i was kinda sad when i felt tat i lost a friend when we broke up..but at least he still rmb me..although he is happily married, but i still hope tat we still can be friends and say "hi" to each other when we saw each other again.tat's my hope..actually i really enjoyed the days talking wif him abt life cos this guy really turned me from a xiao mei mei thinking into a more matured girl..doubt i will ever meet such a wonderful guy again in my life.so far the guys ard me arent as gd as him..so i guess tat's the reason why i nv really luv any guys in uni wholeheartly..its more of eye candy

~my dad~

actually i realised they are ppl around me who are really nice to me..one of the person is my dad..actually he really nice man..ytd pei me whole day just to buy luagge and help me buy those necessary stuff for my trip when actually he could have rest at home cos his purpose of pei-ing me is just to bring me to his friend to pray and ask if i would be safe throughout this entire 1/2 yr..so yeah kinda touched ytd..when ytd it was really raining damn heavy and his slipper was kinda slippery and i felt quite touched when he pei me all these stuff when i didnt ask him to do anything for me..anw ytd was kinda a happy day ! finally got to know him better ! whoo !

anw i am very touched wif wp.really great to have so great friend ard.she is someone who always extend her helping hands towards her friends regardless of wat problems they hav..anw i tink i will miss my friends man..i will miss sch too ! cos sch have been always my frequent hang out place..now no more sch for half a yr..but i will take this half a yr to explore whole of china..anw i chose to go overseas for IA one..so hopefully i wont regret my choice.

~new yr eve ~

ytd thought damn long if i wanna join them for steamboat and countdown or nt cos if i were to go then it will be damn obvious and they sure stir shit one lo..moreover lion knows liao, so even more pei seh.then his group of friends sure laugh one lo..i really thought damn long then finally decided to go cos damn sian surf net on new yr eve leh..so went bugis ate steamboat wif them..then later went countdown at marina there..but apparently i left earlier cos was kinda shagged and i wasnt really close wif them cos abit sian to stay on..so yeah decided to left earlier although i was quite keen to watch fireworks initally..

then today i saw lion at the train station..wah didnt know things would be so zun man..strike toto also not so accurate la..lol.but i didnt call out for him though i really super near him..cos partly my attire was kinda cui la..dun wan him to see my cui side...but lucky he nv saw me also la.dun wan him to see me in this state...lol

but anw this wed last chance to interact wif him liao..after which no chance liao cos should be flying off in 1 wk time ba..btw i bought to my luagge at $29..super happy cos zuan dao man,..29 inch bag usually cost ard $60-70 one.but i bought at $30..and today started to buy all my necessary stuff before i fly..hai suddenly feel like i dun have much time left...

tmr wil be meeting martin for dinner..perhaps cb might come along too ! then perhaps if got time meet up wif chee how since he is alrdy bac in spore ! and he is flying this coming mon ! i was pretty closed wif this jc classmate when i was in jc..lol since he is bac just talk crap wif him before he flys to hongkong