sun met up wif martin and cb during the late evening for dinner.initally wanted to meet ch one, but then by the time he drove to my area is alrdy 11.30pm liao ! so late la..then i told him since he drove all the way liao, so ok lo i shall meet him near my church there and have supper..but i tink he feels tat its kinda late and dangerous for me to go out at this timing, so he said" its ok then, shall meet up wif u when u are bac " lol actually i really anything one.i go home pretty late also anw..but i do feel bad tat he drove all the way from paris ris to my hse area, though he claims tat he didnt purposely come here la.
anw ytd went for a run wif lion and clique..since its the last chance liao so gonna cherish wat i hv for the last chance..actually ytd had more interaction wif him..but then he still very quiet ! why he so slow to mingle wif ppl one..like me and j, we can talk super alot of crap although we just knew each other not long before exams..as for him, duno why i cant find much crap to talk to him..honestly, i cant find any reason why i got more han gan for him when his character isnt wat i prefer..actually i would prefer more outgoing and "Noisy" personality, but then still eventually end of the day duno why i have more interest for him also..initally wanted to grab ytd chance to run wif him, but he run kinda fast and couldnt really catch up wif his pace..cos initally he wanted to let the gers run first but i say guys run first cos i sure will slow down their speed one..so he say ok lo..initally 4 of us were running together. but ended up i was too lagged behind liao cos i many mths nv run liao..so really no breathe..then end up j pei me run,then he run wif Y..honestly speaking, i was hoping tat at that time, the guy beside me would be him rather than j,but then he closer to y ma, so of cos he will naturally follow her la since they are close buddies since yr 1..but duno why somewat i am just closer to J though i wanted to interact more wif lion, but my mission failed cos i always dun dare to talk to him personally..i always like to talk generally to a grp of ppl , then ended up other ppl replied me, but not him..but sometimes he do reply me, but most of the time is his friends ! hai i getting tired soon liao also..A ask me not to giv up so soon,but then i tink really damn hard leh..qm getting tired soon cos like no development one leh..but really hope tat i can see him one the day i fly though i know its kinda impossible.
anw u know ytd i was damn happy but my ex wrote on my wall though its just a short sentence..cos at least we are still friends..cos i was kinda sad when i felt tat i lost a friend when we broke up..but at least he still rmb me..although he is happily married, but i still hope tat we still can be friends and say "hi" to each other when we saw each other again.tat's my hope..actually i really enjoyed the days talking wif him abt life cos this guy really turned me from a xiao mei mei thinking into a more matured girl..doubt i will ever meet such a wonderful guy again in my life.so far the guys ard me arent as gd as him..so i guess tat's the reason why i nv really luv any guys in uni wholeheartly..its more of eye candy
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