ytd i felt super damn guilty cos thanks to me that the whole paintball plan was cancelled..actually i didnt recalled tat my visa was actually at the immigration centre when eye candy mentioned something abt the passport...then i was like "oh shit ! my passport is at the immigration there. i cant leave the country til when mon i get bac my passport.." so i msg him, then his rxn was rather calm..not sure how he feels either but i know defintely not feeling gd cos he planned so much for this outing, but i last min pang seh..then end up short of players can go jb le..so yeah i was really feeling super duper damn guilty over it cos i was somewat the spoiler of this event...the remaining 9 ppl sure very sian diao also cos they were alrdy very happy over this trip, then i came along to dampen their spirits..so i guess i need to be apologetic towards them..so i said sorry sincerely to him, which i really do..but i cant sense how is he feeling cos i really cant tell from the sms tone..but anw my nice proj mate have decided to "Help" me in a way tat he changed to some board games activity..at least i can turn up to show my sincerity..cos i really feel damn bad over it..so wanna say sorry to him in person and those ppl whom i disappoint.
hopefully tmr will be a gd turn out..i pray..but anw i left not much days liao to department..nxt thur to count down..luagge haven really packed finish, but i really hope tat everything will be a gd start over there.
and regarding him,i tink no more chance alrdy to see him from far..but anw i always like guys who are hard to get and relatively popular among the gers..so anw yeah he is not the first one la..i changes eye candy pretty often,but once i am bac he is gone ! sad !
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