this whole week really busy..Monday meet dear for a movie but apparently I have to work late so end up miss the front part of the show..Tues went for my last eye treatment..was really tempted to sign up for more sessions but its really ex ;( Wednesday was busy for me too.work til really late til 8pm then ended work..Thurday met with dear again for dinner at sun ray café.. Friday met up with my good friend, wp..She talk to me a lot on my decision to resign. She support my decision whereas my mum totally agreed it when I haven found a job and wan to resign.but I really cant tahan le..first of all, I not performing well in sales ( not closing enough placements ), secondly now got KPI liao, so the more I stress.. and I really not happy doing operations work liao..I was not hired to do operations de and now I am doing just becos my ex colleague have left and they decided to ask me source for marine crew, which is something I hate it cos its really very jialat and imagine you need to find 20+ people on board the vessel, which can commence work asap..first of all where to find ! and come on, I will be crazy reading and requesting all the related documents from all these 20+ people.they going flood my email and worst still some don't even reply all my questions in a single email and they like to send me info piece by piece and I get really irritated cos they make me waste more time by reading more email when I have a lot of email to read liao. I am really sian liao..I dun feel anything that I can stay on..All my colleagues have left and the joy that I used to be working as a team no longer persist. Had a cold war with current colleague and I shall keep it a secret that I am leaving..since she has been wanting me to leave, I am leaving for real this time.
meanwhile, while I am jobless I shall try to cut down on my expenses..no choice, I have to go back to sch days and be thrifty.
Sat also went for colour run.. It was really bad..the body and face are badly stained with red dye..damn ! wanted to be as clean as possible so that I need not wash my clothes that jialat when I got home.. Apparently the more I siam, the more dye I got.zzz but honestly speaking, I wouldn't want to join this the sec time liao..play one time for me is enough,..
Sunday had a food tasting..ate and simple like 6 dishes til damn full..afterwhich went for a high tea break with all the muffins and bread jam..generally the food is good !
I am so tired and tmr need to work again. but lucky is half day for me cos I gg SGH again. should I do the eye procedure or an eye lid surgery?? All cost equally ex and when I am jobless I guess I just have to save save save !!
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