Last weekend
was a fruitful fun weekend with dear becos we finally went JB after so many
months. However the main reason that i wanted to go JB is becos my spects broke
while I was teaching L sianz but anyway I did my spects over there and manage to
collect on the spot. That’s really awesome ! and the good thing is its cheap J After which we had an awesome dim
sum in KSL and dear left to help out his friend with the wedding proposal while
I continue my shopping in city square. That marks my wonderful weekend with
shopping and eating...
And now I have two schools to teach
now sianz. But lucky one sch is co-teach so no need prepare much for lesson. And
this week while I was teaching the technical class, some students ask if I am
ang mo cos they say I speak with a slang..diaoz do my skin and face look ang
mo?? Then the students say my English not bad..lol I smile cos duno what to
reply. But I seriously duno where I get the slang from really…BFF ask me the
same qn that time too..i myself dun even realised that I speak with a slang
until someone tells me. But anyway these students really makes me vomit blood.
I am very certain after this job I wont want to be a full time teacher..The pay
seriously not worth...
And today I was woke up at 8am by a super
shocking weird dream..I was so shocked that it totally wake me up immediately
when today was supposed to be weekend..it concerns BFF haiz…I hope it wont
happen cos under such situation if the dream really came true I wouldn’t know
what to react..what I am scared of is most of the dream that I dreamt of always
come true ! Although my heart has 50% of wanting that to happen, but I must
tell myself that I must draw line. Our friendship can only stop at BFF and
nothing more. At times I really wonder his occasional texting with me, does it
means that he is bored or could it becos its been quite some time since I last
talk to him..Sometimes I just dun wan take the initiative to talk to him
although I kinda free and wanna find people to talk to for entertainment. I
just wanna drift away from him because this man stirs my heart L I not sure if I enjoy his company or
I just find him attractive. Either that the second reason should not be coming
out from me because I am attached…oh well, this dream really scared me off.
Somehow duno why I have affinity with him..same month bday and he share almost
the same name as my brother..perhaps in our previous lives, he could be my
older brother…if not why everything is so similar with my brother now…
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