yesterday during gp, we were talking abt the outing to orchard next fri..ch initally wanted to go with us but later he changed his mind cos she is going..aiya so sayang, if got guy go then will be more fun..then during maths, mr sim asked her why she didnt came for the test, then she told him tat her grandpa died..why actually her grandpa died long ago..she looks serious when she is lying..me and yh was going to laugh out but we hav to hold our breathe cos later he sees through the lie then she will die..and now i learn a new style of lying to bluff teacher if i were to pon sch for someting else..
then she said something during break time which is reali guo fen..i was quite angry with her by the comment she made on me but i decided to keep quiet and let the matter rest..i didnt wan to sae her bac cos dun wan to end up quarreling with ppl..am i reali such a nice person to bully meh??i dun sae bac ppl and kept quiet doesnt mean i nice to bully..am i reali so nice tat ppl always wan to step on my head..maybe i am just not fierce enough..i dun understand, sec sch also like tat, now also like tat, why cant i hav a nice frien who appreciate for who i am..sometimes i just feel veri sad when i think of this..they just haven seen the other side of me..i can be angry if i wan to and can use tat bu shuang tone to talk to them also can..hai~~~i still miss my ex classmates, at least i do feel some warmed last yr, but this yr my class is veri complicated..many things arent simple as wat we see..wondered wat will i do once they leave the college..hai~~i think i will be veri lonely to travel to sch alone..cant depend on tat bessie even though she lives opposite my house, cos she always late..also no friends to talk to when i need them..
then maths test easy like anything, think tat score close to 90% i think..first time do such easy paper cos is not set by tat mr sim..then i realised tat the some of the previous class test, i couldnt do tat well cos i panicked too much and got stressed up until i couldnt think properly..but gd to sae tat my confidence is bac for maths..horray..i just treat it as a normal paper and indeed i did well..then i also came to know yesterday tat she actually is 1 yr older than us cos she kanna kicked out by cresent due to poor conduct..plus she did smoke b4..gosh no wonder the sch kicked her out..think she bad ger lah..luckily i am still not influenced by her..if not i wil be letting myself and my friends down..
then todae came early for the chem tutorial..todae mind was working..didnt reali catch wat he was teaching..my mind is half asleep at lala land..then tanu told me tat she dreamt of me marrying a guy..hmm..wondered who is tat guy..asked her who but she sae she cant see..aiya so sayang..then hor mr chung neck got two to three red spots..then i was thinking is it a mosquito bite or is it a luv bite arh..then i was wondering the whole lesson cos reali distracting leh..i sit in front of him then i keep seeing his neck..then conclusion is tat is a luv bite i think cos cant be mosquito bite cos i observed veri long liao..but hor cant believe tat a teacher can do tat..tok teacher all veri guai one..they also know such kind of things meh??i wondered the ppl in the class got see or not ah..hmm..so todae i wasnt reali concentration cos i was thinking wat was it plus mind was partly sleeping..
then next was maths lect..the teacher canot teach lah..duno wat she trying to sae..her public speaking abit bad..need some improvement..i realised tat this yr all maths teacher quite lousy leh except for one tat is gd..sian man duno how can i survive like tat..then later we went out to eat then on the way saw aik bin with her bf..the guy veri pei seh when we see them together..he was like hiding his face from us..anyway the guy look veri boy boy type and honest looking..aik bin reali pro sia..went out with bf and never came bac sch for lessons..wonder now she going to catch up man cos todae reali thought alot to cover..
me now holiday mood..dun feel like doing anything..duno feel like zho boing..
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