Thursday, June 09, 2005

~never felt so pathetic~

after sch went to S11 coffee shop to eat with they all..then we sat down there for almost 2h plus..just to chat and gossip..after which went to yh house since i dun wan to go home so early..then while walking, i suddenly feel like leg so the airy,then oh my god, i realised tat my shoe got such a big hole, then i show yh and we laughed together..then bo bian must borrow super glue from her house to revive tat pathetic shoe..cant believe i will do such a pei seh thing in my friend's house and i was laughing non stop like a siao ger like tat when i was pasting the shoe..gosh..then i went to her house to nuah and watch VCD and at the same time went there to do some maths..saw her 2 stepbrothers..they veri cute leh sep the little fat boy..hehe..
then cm saes tat she actually take money abt $1o00 plus from her ex when they were dating tat time..and she uses tat money to buy the things tat she likes..now she wans to find a rich bf then can spend his money..then i was thinking, she reali bad sia..take so much of ppl money and didnt returned..and worst still break up with ppl after using up his money..some more tat guy is poor, she saes..pity him, kana tortured so badly by her..hai~~~i just think tat even if i got a rich bf i wouldnt do such a thing loh..cos it is other's ppl money, also not my money.if i wan to buy anything i like, i will use my own money..somemore if bf rich also not my business..i just think tat between a couple, there should be luv loh instead of going steady with a guy just becos he is rich..but they dun agree with me, they still thinks tat money is impt..or maybe i just got used to the poor life for over 10 yrs..maybe i dun reali demand tat much in terms of money..
luv at dolphin bay has ended..so sad..there is no more sweet luv story to watch anymore..anyway bottle cap has finally found her dada..so sweet..=) if a guy would treat me like dada like tat, wa i will touched like anything..and my heart will melt on the spot like a chocolate..hehe..
then hor duno why nowadays i hope to hav an older brother..cos its like most ppl sae tat they usually care and dote alot for their mei mei ..then i like to dote by other ppl even though i quite old liao..haha..the feeling of being dote by ppl is nice loh..=) kay then my mum saes tat my future bf must be rich or must be a doctor or lawyer or he must be smart..then i can bring him home..she saes she dun like ah bengs..as if i liked like tat..i hate guys to smoke and drink and scolding vugarities word after word..if i see tat then straight away dun like liao even though how gd he is..anyway i think she is too money minded liao..is i choose which guy i like wat..as if she is the one marrying like tat..and i dun think i will like doctors or lawyers cos i dun think i am suitable for them..i too cheena liao..i rather choose a bf who is average in everything..but not too rich, cos too rich also not gd..they can find mistress behind gf's back..so conclusion is too rich is not gd..agree?
kay next 2 weeks must reali study hard liao..has slacked too much ober the last 2 weeks..time to get bac to serious work starting from sat..
i was reading frid frid blog..think he veri funny..i will laugh when i read his blog..think he veri funny when i type..haha..then i was looking at tat guy pict..my mind started to flash bac to the past..and i smiled..not sure why but tats my rxn..
kay i did a bad thing but i think tat person also did likewise..so we are equal now..neither both of us are willing to talk..so not my problem liao..anyway i got nothing to lose..cant be bothered..am i bad arh...i think i am abit bad but i reali dun wish to talk to tat person..hai~~~
yeh tml i going orchard with yh..cm not going cos she got some date..duno ch still wans to go or not since cm not going..maybe later ask him again..

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