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yeh, todae is fri again =)..eh i think ch is getting more and more gd looking after cutting tat hair..i think he looks quite cute to me now, duno why maybe the way he talks ba..haha..then he asked me why i put so many things (pins) on my hair, then i sae no choice cos my hair below will all drop..actually i feel pei seh whenever guys look (obeserved) me..duno why i feel uncomfortable..then yh was saeing tat all 4 of us have different hairstyle now..she has the retro look, me got those jap look and kq got a punk hairstyle..actually quite a no of ppl sae tat i look like a jap girl with this short little chicken feather..haha..actually i quite happy cos i dun like ppl to sae i look like some china ger..
lantern festival is just coming this sat or sun, i think..hai~~it will be gd to celebrate with someone tat u hope tp celebrate with..last yr, i reali had an unforgettable lantern festival, not celebration, but something else which i can never forget..(flash back to sweet memory..)actually i feel like playing with candles then putting them into heart shape, then if a guy or gerwho has bf or gf can make tat together, then tat would just be veri nice and sweet..hmm...
i copied something from JT's blog cos his hope in life is the same as mine, plus i find tat he is the first guy who is different from other guys, cos he onli want onli 1 gf in his entire life..要是真的遇到真爱，我会毫不犹豫，痛痛快快的去爱一次。希望这初恋是我一生的唯一。kay the chinese words mean tat i hope tat my first gf/bf will be my first and last gf/bf and somemore but i duno how to sae, or maybe my chinese has become lousy..actually when i read tat, thought of many things, but never mind...
kay then last wed, i was taking train home, then for this guy who sits besides me..he kept peeping at me cos when i suddenly woke up, i caught him..but never mind, later he opened his legs until so BIG tat he occupy my space..its like his legs are sticking to mine like tat..then i feel super uncomfortable but i did nothing cos i dun dare to scold and sae him..worst still i duno wether he gei siao trying to act sleeping or wat, he kept knocking his head on to my shoulders..anyway i just feel veri sway why i always meet this kind of ppl..last yr, got 2 cases liao..if last yr i were to hit tat middle age guy his tat one, then he confirm no father's day liao..actually i should teach him a lesson for doing tat to me, but later a pregnant lady saw it and she heko me scold the guy for doing tat to me, and the guy kept quiet in front of the public..so it means tat he reali did it on purpose to me..wat the hell..i wont mentiones wat he did to me, but its just too disgusting..
i just like justin smile..he looks nice when he smile..yesterday he was playing with me, thought tat i am a small kid who can easily be fooled, but i know this trick le cos he always do tat to me..anyway i always hit guys when they try to make me..just duno why, maybe tats just me..always so violent to guys..ch was just sitting beside me when we are "playing", then he laughed..veri funny meh??he sae i like some small kid like tat, reali meh??then gp was abt lookin at friendster..anyway some ppl are bad as in they created alvinmolester and ann new account and write disgusting stuff abt they 2..so now practially they are well known in sch now for their acts..but anyway it was funny..
reali tat quite a no of my friends are from city harvest..hmm..i hav been wanting to step into the church to see wat it looks like, but i am scared becos there got security guard...suzana told me tat being a christian has changed her and she saes tat religion do make a difference when one wans to find a person to click with..hmm..reali meh??to me, it doesnt reali matter to me..i still can click with any religion..maybe i dun reali know how their god works, but if i got the chance, i hope tat i can try out to be a christian..then hor, guess wat, i got to know 2 of jing yi friends in yj (the qwss mm guy)the world is so small sia..i believe tat he should know siang ling they all cos siang ling did mentioned to me abt him in 1st 3 months in jj..hmmm..heard from his friends tat he is a nice guy..wonder true or not..but i know tat he likes to play beasketball cos i always see him playing tat in jj..
todae at 7 got lantern festival, i am still considering wether i wan to stay or not cos its like an hour left to 7..actually outside ppl are invited to our sch to celebrate with us..todae so the sleepy, cant reali absorbed wat the teacher sae, esp during maths lect, half of my mind is sleeping..todae play floorball, anyway i play like auntie like tat, cos i reali damn slow cos i duno how to control the ball and canot hit the goal,,aiya in other words i am lousy..todae is so bored..still got exactly 1 month more to go for my main papers..2 more weeks to gp paper.,.next week still must go for a stupid shit presentation in somerset..anyway i wont be listenting, just present myself there to take attendence..anyway this racist guy is expelled from sch yesterday cos of many many reason..he scold the sch tat yj is the master and he is the dog..oh man..wat a remark..no wonder kana kick out..i think he reali need to wash his dirty mouth man..hai~~~oh man, i was looking at my pri sch guys friendster..oh man i see zayya one, i reali faint sia..just as expected my pri sch are all ah bengs..wa lao i still can rmb wat he did in pri 6 loh..sia lah, still tell us the process man..hai~~~i reali veri scared leh..haven even study, my mum every day scold me cos i always sleep once i reach home since this whole week..die man..i am returning to my last yr habit..tat'e bad..eh interesting man, they started their singing le..hmm..i reali wish can celebrate with ppl tat i wish to celebrate with, cos i thihk todae will be nice...hmm...