Thursday, September 01, 2005

~to sum up the weekend~

have 3 birthday cakes in this week cos 2 ppl having birthday..ester and johnson..then yi guang gave her a $100 over braclet to her..when i heard tat i suddenly feel tat she is so the fortunate..actually i feel tat the price of the present doesnt reali matters..most imptly is sincerity..both of them hav seen both parties parents, i guess they should be quite lasting...duno why i always smile when i see them together..they veri rou ma leh..then this week i was so sawy to be caught by ganish tat i am not wearing my uniform..then he asked me to change bac but i didnt bring at all..so i just lied to him saying tat the uniform is in my bag when it is not..then after tat me and cm just zao and never return to the library for the day..he was saying me tat this is not the first time le and i just let him sae all he wants..after tat we just play hide and seek with him..if i dun lie then i will be sent home just becos i amnot wearing my uniform..so its better to lie at this time..
then was also crying at duno which day cos i thought of the past after reading those messages..actually i am rather upset cos last time was so sweet but now..while i am reading, i realised things tat i didnt relaised in the past..and i hav decided to make a promise to myself..saying tat if i still do not get an ans from mo mo ren at the end of next yr and if things still stay the way it is, then i will tell myself tat i will giv up on mo mo ren le and i guess i will giv my heart to other ppl...i know tat no matter how long i am going to wait, the outcome would still be the same..i think tat waiting for 1 and 3 quarter yr is reali long enough le..if nothing takes place, i am noty going to wait le..
then wed, we saw quite a no of yjcians..then saw sharon with her bf..so she brought us to see haris..oh man, when we saw him, his hair is super stylish..think tat far east cut hair not bad but is veri expensive sia..then went to eat some dessert recommended by sharon..it was some fried chocolate "mars" together with ice cream..actually its reali sweet esp thinking of snickers..eee...
then yesterday was watching the superstar..then i cried sia cos i felt so happy for the blind guy after knowing tat he is the champion..then todae morning, we were talking abt it..nobody cried for him except me,..they all support kelly...his songs reali touched me..even though he is blind.he has great potential..and his voice is just reali nice..initally, i though tat he might lose but finally he wons!!!..actually some ppl though tat he confirm canot make it to be the champion, but i think tat we should giv ppl a chance..even though he were to lose, the reason will be he is blind..from here, we can realis ee tat life is unpredictable...if he didnt participate in this comp and discover his talent, he might still be singing in orchard road and leading on with his peaceful life..
eh seriously i dun think i dare to wear contacts even though i took it for free..maybe i just leave it at home to rot..cant reali wear it during sch days cos maybe i will take an hour to just put the lenses into my eyes..by the time, i will be late for sch man..and i realised tat i reali veri bad at visualizing those 3D objects, actually its expected cos i always fail my d&T in sec sch, so its expected..haha..headache sia see 3D trig0..sian man..and so happy maybe next mon i am going to cut short hair le..actually i am abit scared tat i will look ugly, but i just wan to change my hair style and be different this time.hehe..
then next mon going to hav cca outing...going to play bowling with THOSE PPL..hai~~see liao also sian..except maybe got zai rong..actually i do feel bad when most of the time i talk to him but didnt reali talk much lina, i guess i should ask her to join our in our conversation..
then todae just got bac my results slip, oh man, i fail one of my gp mini tests..tats bad..the maths got one F also, other than tat overall is still ok..still i am veri veri worried abt my gp, will it pull me down like last yr, i am just reali scared..i told yh tat if i canot make it then she must comfort me..then i think tat ms lim know tat i am veri lazy and she didnt comment tat i must continue to work hard and maintain my gd results and she did ask me not to slack..haha..kay......

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