Friday, November 18, 2005

~change or not change?~

my mum kept wanting me to change sch cos she sae this time i do quite ok..she is thinking to change me to jjc, which is my dream jc..even though i wish tat i could go back there, but still i guess i am not willing to change sch now cos its like all the things we learned are thought differently, be it in term of speed and style..even though i dun reali like this sch cos of some unexplained reason, but teachers there are gd compared to other jcs..some more i used to be a retainee..will they want to accept retainee meh?i think they rather accept other ppl loh..like wat my brother sae, once a retainee always a retainee..their perception of retainee wouldnt change no matter wat...anyway i have all my friends over here, in jj, there isnt could all my friends have left jj liao..seriously i dun wish to change sch liao le, but my mum keep pestering and bothering me to change sch, when she haven even confirm tat will the principal allows me to step in jj again or not...i have been taking trains home for this 2 yrs liao le..i guess i am used to this life le..sigh...j2 isnt an easy life also..i know tat she wants me to change sch so tat the time spent on travelling will be reduced but if she reali wants to change now, it will cause more harm to me..
yesterday met an ah beng..he approached me and wanted me to lend him my hp..since i remembered tat the news did mentioned something abt such stealing cases so i choose to tell him tat i didnt bring my hp todae, i guess he knew tat i was lying..but why must i lend him my hp when he was carrying a hp on his hands??he was telling me tat he hp canot call out and whatever shit, but stilll i dun believe him..pls loh, if canot call out still got public phone available wat..trying to cheat me sia..then he sae he wanted to give me his ic if i dun believe but who cares abt ur ic..give me free i also dun wan..anyway luckily myriam was with me tat time if not i will be reali scared to death cos he got so many percering on his face and mouth and he got so many tattoos..so scary..but ended up he asked from myriam..i keep making my eye hinting her not to lend her hp to tat guy, but ended up she did..we wanted to msg for him but he sae no need..just wondering wat he is up to..seriously this kind of ppl veri hard to believe..but my sch ppl were to borrow from me then i will lend, cos at least they are not as cunning as those outside ppl..anyway why so many strangers approach me this few days for help or other things..do my face sae tat i am a nice person??hmm..anyway i guess tat it is better to pray safe tat better not to believe wat they sae..
todae is the last day of sch le..we had pizzas todae cos ms ang was treating us todae, and she bought 3 from pizza hut for us..it was reali nice of her to treat us cos its reali not cheap in total..todae see him veri shuai..duno why..hmm...then gonna miss the small boy liao..cos next yr he will not be with us le..sigh...i reali like his smile cos he is always smiling..todae many ppl didnt attend lessons cos afterall it is the last day of sch le..so class was like everi empty todae..
i am starting to have phobia towards j2 liao..seriously this holiday they gave us so much homework to do..not to mention tat i have 12 gp mindmaps to brainstorm..oh no it is driving me crazy loh cos i see all the topics i also duo wat to brainstorm and i have no idea how to start..sian lah, i see gp homework also dun wan to do liao..anyway i guess i will find my gd friend to teach me gp during this holiday..dun think i want to slack so much this yr, scared tat next yr i reali canot catch up then i die..hmm..christmas is coming soon next mon..hope can reali celebrate with someone rather than being alone every yr..feel like eating turkey cos reali nice..haha...hmm..reali long time dun have any news of him le..duno wat he is doing now??should i take the initaitive?hmmmmm.......

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