fri nite was veri veri sway..tat day i was quite angry sia..why leh?becos i meet up with one stupid ass trying to take advantage of me..wat the hell..he can just go and die...and i mean it this time..no guys are gd in this world, they just want to take advantage of gers..guys just jerks..
was taking the 243 bus, then a guy sat beside me..he is abt early 20s..seems to me like he is a university student cos of the way he dress..he look decent to me but came out he this kind of person..duno why he kept sitting nearer and nearer to me and i kept shifting until i felt veri squeezy until i got no more space to shift inwards liao..tat time i was angry man, was thinking "f*** lah, wat u trying to do..i also duno u at all.."usually i dun scold vulgarities unless i reali angry and pissed off..tat guy reali made me angry loh..ha wasnt fat at all, i dun see whe he need to sit so close to me..i kept staring outside the window cos i just dun want him to look at me, not even my side view..at a point of time when i reali canot tahan liao then i glare at him..he did stop sitting tat close to me, but after a while he got bac to his usual self..wa seh, i was just super damn angry, felt like slapping him cos i think he is a dirty old fellow, trying to pray on xiao mei mei....at a point to time, i indeed saw him looking at my side view but i heck care..actually he got nice eyes and he quite gd looking, but still i hate this kind of guys...LOUSY!!!! eel..when i think tat his body sticking to mine, felt reali angry man..he is not my bf, he has no right to stick his stupid body to mine..ass lah..conclusion is after scolding so much, i am not tat angry anymore..but still dun let me see the guy again, make sure i stare at him harder next time ..
sat went to ntu to eat in the evening..saw 2 ex-yjcians..then tat day my mum was veri bu shuang with one canteen stall holder cos she claim tat she has lousy attitude towards my mum but i dun think so..just think tat she over react liao..so she purposely tell the stall holder tat her food veri dirty cos got lots of houseflies..then the stall holder was quite unhappy with her..i also got sae my mum tat she herself also got attitude problem wat, but she just dun wan to admit..somemore still scold me..i think nobody can get along with her loh..i guess in future my brother gf also canot tahan her and confirm will quarrel with her..i think no guys will dare to date me cos my mama so fierce and unreasonable, whoever see her will be scared off by her and run away liao loh..pls loh, my dad never divorce her veri gd liao..also treat my dad so bad, keep scolding him when he should be the one scolding her cos he older than her..
then i keep quarreling with my brother and mum cos they sae i nowadays come home veri late..true..then my brother kept saying things tat are not true at all, saying tat i got a bf outside sch, but its not true at all..wat rubbish is this..tat's why i am super angry with him..becos he is always the one trying to strain my realtionship with my mum..i came home late nowadays becos i just dun like the feeling of getting home..no peace at all..dun feel any warm in this home..i rather stay out late and do all my stuff outside so tat once i get home i can sleep or watch tv liao..i dun understand why i dun like going home, but many of my friends like going home..many times i dun tell her the truth where i am going cos i dun feel the need to report everything to her..i hate being controlled by ppl..then my mum was telling me tat after my A levels she want me to work as relief teacher..i was telling tat she is crazy..i die die also wont work as teacher..then she still sae at least work as teacher no bad ppl, but i was telling her tat she everything also scared, then in future when i reali come out to work tat time, then it will be worst when i duno a single thing..think she is just too over protective..like tat in future i confirm canot survive one loh..
saw a sabaru car won in 2004..felt lucky to see this car cos reali not esay to spot this car..wondered why nowadays dun see any lr liao..then todae they sae got 5 ppl retained in our sch..2 gers and 3 guys..sigh tml 2 pm, results will be released liao..lets pray hard..duno why this yr i not tat scared as last yr, maybe this yr got more confidence ba..last yr results reali like shit..dun even dare to show ppl my results..someone sae tat my blog super long, and no paragraphs at all..hehe..i guess must be veri difficult to read ba..but duno why i always forget to leave paragraphs, i just type wat i am thinking..so tat's why super damn long mah..
holidays staring this sat le..yeah 1 and a half months of break...this holidays seems long this time..can reali do quite a lot of stuff..this will be going malaysia also..actually i hope can go indonesia there cos my mum was invited for wedding..but duno she want to go or not..actually the food quite nice, got lots of spicy food..yummy..ppl sae i eat chilli reali scary, reali meh??dun think so, maybe i kana influence by my mum le..hehe...
actually i think now i dun reali like him lah, cos tat time i was walking home from ntu, was thinking of the other guy instead of him, so after all its just a crush..and it wont be lasting..
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