fri was just super pissed and freak out cos i intended to meet my mum in the afternoon, but tat day the stupid bus come so slow and i waited for 40 mins and not a single bus was to be seen, obviously i was veri pissed cos i am rushing for time liao..and tat day my bag was just super heavy and i carry until my bac was so tired.and i am so sway tat my hp run out of battand i saved my mum's hp no into my hp so i had to call my brother instead to tell him to ask my mum to find me instead..then my stupid mother keep scolding me when she see me, saying tat i take my own sweet time to travel there, but tat was not my fault wat, its not bus who take so long to come, so obviously i was angry becos she is just unreasonable and i quarrelled with her and end up i was the one crying..yi jie mum was down there watching us quarrel and she kept quiet..she also know tat my mum's mood not veri gd..she told me not to argue bac, just let her sae all she wants and she will keep quiet..tat day still saw hui ling, my sec sch friend, who used to play mouse together in the past..she didnt changed much, but i guess she looked puzzled when i was wearing my sch uniform but i guess the ans is obvious..i think after i graduate, chances of seeing my jc friends are just veri little..
then yi jie also came tat day to help his mama carry all those stuff home..think he super guai loh, if me i will complain and grumble like anything..anyway he reali did slim down alot, actually quite like his build and height, but complexion and hair style still need improvements =)..we didnt talk at all, was just feeling awkward..he was walking behind me and iw as walking behind the 2 of them..
sat went out with my family members to chinatown..by the time we reached home was 1.30am liao and tat dat i slept at 4am..pro rite?duno wat i do also, maybe i alwaya take my time to pack my things ba..tat day was reali packed with ppl, hardly got space to move abt..my brother is just super tall, 1.83m, just in case canot find him then see the one with a head popping out of the crowd, then confirm know tat the guy is my brother le..my dad's friend look highly upon him when we go visiting cos he from NJ mah..me from YJ obviously not tat gd mah, somemore i once used to be a retainnee, naturally ppl will steoreotype, but never mind i wont take it to heart one cos if i am my other ppl's shoes i will also stereotype also..wat to do, this is the true side of society..then one of the auntie working together with my dad suddenly become so nice to my brother, gave him quite alot of expensive clothes, initally we duno wat's her motive but later came to a conclusion tat she want my brother to tutor her children..so my brother is highly in demand, but i wont deny tat he is reali smart, taking 2 special papers plus 4 subjects, if i were him, i reali couldnt cope, but on the flip side, he character reali sucks..
CNY eve bought lots of taiwan jelly guo dong and muah ji cos its reali super damn cheap lah..initially was $3, but 5 sec later became $2 cos no one want to buy from him, but tat;s was reali fast..another one is a competition for how much you can squeeze the jelly into one plastic bag..so this must use a bit of brain then there will be as little space in between, then can squeeze more..ya, sounds abit kiasu, but saw a no of them stealing alot and put them into their own bag..at least i am more honest than them, at least i still pay for wat i take..tat nite we were rushing to see the fireworks cos my aim of going there is to see fireworks mah..seriously the fireworks super damn chio and nice..atmosphere of watching it at home is totally different from watching live over there..but seriously the fireworks stinks, cos i was standing quite near, duno wat chemicals they use, but the gas can reali make you chocked..and ya tat day saw ms felica seah with her hubby, both of them were wearing the same shirt//to me call "couple shirts"..haha, sweet rite?her hubby dun look tall to me, abt the same height as me or just slightly taller than me, but they two look veri cute and loving when i saw the,..haha, teachers actually do have another side which we seldom get to see..
CNY my parents keep quarreling abt some money and they keep mentioning the word "Divorce"..aiya they sae for duno how many yrs liao dun even see any actions taken..actually is my mum who is unreasonable...she keep finding fault with us, but whatever lah, i just become angry and scold her then later heck care abt her..actually i reali pity my dad, whenever he sae tat he scared tat he canot bring us finish the road to university, then i will start crying abit cos reali scared tat he will go one day..sometimes i feel tat he alone reali need to uphold alot of resposiblilty, actually its quite hard on him also..he told me tat tat his wish is to see me complete my grade 8 piano..i still got one more level to go, but seriously speaking i dun like playing piano but i was forced to since i was young, so no choice, die die also must finish this level....ya, actually i like my dad more than my mum even though we spend less time together..hai~reali hope tat he can live up to ripe age, hopefully can see the day when i get married, probably getting to carry grandchildren cos i know tat he dote alot on children..ya then on mon super lucky.."got $300 drop from the sky but in turn my brother lost $110"..earned quite abit but abit also heart pain cos lost money suddenly..
mon somewhere during midnite was replying zr msg cos didnt switch on my hp earlier on, when he msg me early in the afternoon..abit pei seh for taking SO LONG to reply..haha, but never mind since i think he wont mind one..somehow chatted until 1.30 am until i canot tahan cos i am falling asleep le..this guy veri optismistic to me and quite guai also..not like my brother, they are just 2 extreme ends..maybe i shouldnt stereotype ypunger guys tat they are childish..actually he doesnt seems childish me, veri obdient towards mama, not like me always quarrel with my mum, jst canot stand her..i have a home but always dun want to go home..but weird, this yr became abit closer with zr even though last yr we same cca..probably we same banding class for this yr ba and so everyday without will see each other in class..on the other hand, we are not tat close with "banana" now becos of the different banding groups now..but at least this yr is gd, at least we can make new friends, instead of seeing those same old ppl..like tat will be abit sian..but i abit dun like the idea of keep changing partner everytime during chem lesson, somehow i always feel like i am sitting beside a stranger..actually can choose to sit with ppl tat i know from other class, but majority are guys, so can forget abt it..unless they want to sit beside me, then i wouldnt mind..the onli ger tat i know is xin yi and dun think i want to sit beside her becos whenever i see her talk, i will laugh at her cos just find her veri funny and cartoon..and ya i realised tat hp canot be kept beside u cos its reali super distracting..after 1.5hrs i am still stucj with where i have started, which is pretty bad..at this rate canot finish doing my things on time cos i do things super slow..
yesterday sch just reopen after so many days of holidays, then hor i so "Lucky" to kana bird shit on my hands and skirt on the way to sch and its in yishun!!initally i still duno, then later felt tat why is it so watery arh and some green freen disgusting thing on my skirt and hand..later then came to know tat and obviously i was cursing the bird for anyhow shitting and not knowing how to aim properly..my day was spoilt becos i felt so dirty and my skirt look super ugly after i wash it cos there is some patch tat cant be washed..
we all are talking abt some V day stuff yesterday,,they asked me if i am available tat day..i thought the ans is obvious..unless tat day got ppl ask me out then i will be occupied..but seriously V day tat day i will be quite free cos sch ends veri early tat day..so far the 2 of them not occupied yet, but yh yes, but she dun want to go unless no one else wants to date her..actually i think the guy abit "Fann" cos he just talk non talk, like some gu niang..i ger also never talk tat much as him..
yh was teasing me of something..and she said she managed to deduce something from tat person, which i think not quite true becos even i am not certain at all , or should i sae tat i duno at all loh, then wat makes her think so tat she is rite?she asked me one qn and seriously i duno the ans to it..should i sae such thing are veri "Fann" to me, just dun feel like thinking abt it, wait till the person reali sae out and if there will be tat day, then i will start thinking of it, otherwise i will be just too tired to think abt it..i am just veri happy living day by day just like tat..
phy lessons was veri sian yesterday, dun reali understand wat she talking man..so i just talk to ppl, then see ppl eye lashes from their side view, then their eyes and nose..i like ppl who have double eyelid and sharp nose, then i will always look at their nice features..duno why i always like to look at ppl's features when i am bored becos seriously there is reali nothing for me to see around, teacher too old and she is not fahionable at all, so nothing nice to see..i realised tat li ting got super damn long eye lashes, if she put on lots of mascara confirm will look nice, then john's gf look like snow white cos she super fair, sweet and small size, veri cute..AJ got super long eye lash also, considering tat he is a guy and is natural curl, so its reali not bad liao..anyway whoever have his eyelash will look nice..so far these are the ppl whom i noticed are the unique ones, the rest average..
todae gave teacher the donation card liao..its reali super little money cos i didnt ask around..all my relatives also not in singapore, they all in indonesia, so cant expect me to fly there to ask them donate mah, then father side can forget it, cos we dun talk at all..so how can i ask ppl to donate?friends also dun wan, u think they got too much money to spare meh?my mum is super niao loh, father no money cos give all his money to my mother liao.. ms lim was like saeing ppl who didnt put in effort to ask ppl to donate and i was one of them..i didnt lie to her tat i didnt out in effort at all cos i find tat she is a nice teacher, will feel guilty if i lie to her..but she didnt scold me, so i just listen to her "nagging"..i think 3 ppl in our class has the same lowest donation..abit guilty now..but seriously dun reali like this sch up to now, i just dun have any fate with this sch..i still like jj..i dun feel any sense of belonging to this sch leh but jj got, just duno why..
seriously ma and lina felt like we are transparent in this cca after since we changed to tat grp..i reali hope can get out of tat cca as quickly as possible..CVD tat day lina wont be around cos she got some stuff to do..sigh~tat day will be working alone..sian man..
todae reali super sway loh, some accident happened in class, actually is my fault lah, cant reali blame him..but worst thing is tat he stare at me when that incident happen..intially i still wanted to gei siao, pretending tat nothing happens but since he saw the ger is me then i faster go out of the class just to cover my embarrassment..wa reali super pei seh, lucky he didnt sae sorry or anything..anyway i also dun want him to sae sorry, i shall just take tat nothing has happens..sometimes such things also happen to me outside also, but i everytime gei siao, cos if i stare then the person will know already..aiya in all to sae i am sway today..seriously tat yh keep telling ppl abt tat thing and its reali annoying loh, cos wat if things isnt like wat i thought then will be super pei seh loh..she talk to much crap and add alot of unnecessary details..if the person know then i die man..duno where to hide my face also, shall just dug a hole and put my face inside man..and todae got one veri interesting news on some butt line, guys confirm will be veri interested to see and read this news..haha..anyway we are reading in class and mr sim saw it, haha, obviously abit pei seh cos we are looking at some dirty stuff..
seriously this few days reali not mood, i am just feeling veri lazy to do anything..todae morning super blur man and someone did sae tat..just cant open my eyes to look in the correct direction..i am walking one way and i am looking at another way..
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