~i am fann !~

Tues was rotting at home.damn bored la, was finding things to do,but nothing to do leh..so I read the booklet tat I have for the university courses..but I still cant decided wat I can to study leh..headache la.i confirm plus guarantee not taking business related cos I dun like to study econs and I hate econs.one thing tat I may be heading is science related subjects.actually I still have any route to choose, tat is specialize in music, but forget lah, I am neither interested in tat..i was forced to learn since I was young, never like piano since I was young.
Wed went for a job interview at tuas.when I reach there, I think there damn ulu la, but pay wise quite high, but somehow I feel tat I need to do 2 ppl jobs cos its data entry and telemarketing. No wonder the pay is higher, but eventually I think its not tat high afterall cos I am doing 2 ppl jobs.the interviewer told me tat they will giv me a reply by fri, but seriously I dun reali like tat job cos its damn ulu there and the company wise is like damn quiet la, no interaction at all.the ppl there all like so strict looking and dao seh..think they also wont hire me also cos I like giv tat bo chap attitude when she was explaining the job duties to me.i think it’s super difficult la especially giving calls to the ppl to ask them qns..and seriously whatever she showed me, I also duno wat is it all abt..all those chime chime terms also duno wat she talking abt also..i think jc students reali lack tat practical skills, think poly students are much more better than jc students, but I wasn’t given a choice to choose in the first place.they wan me to go jc so I had to go..yup, then in the evening time, Jason, my agent called me.was quite surprised tat he still got call me cos I tok he forget liao.anyway think he veri sway tat day cos I diverted all my calls to my house cos I wan to try out how is it like, and so sway tat my mum pick up then he was like kana scolded, but not exactly scolded, just tat she raised her voice and asked him who is he.she thought I got another bf la, just like last time.but seriously no guys dare to jio me la cos my mum super fierce la, and I confirm plus guarantee tat she is not going to make life easy for the guy cos I know wat she is like.and yesterday I quarrel with her over some minor things.but she was the one who started the quarrel.seriously I dun wan to quarrel with her one.i dun have tat much of breathe to quarrel wit her neither cos I know I will always lose no matter wat cos she always think she is right.i am seriously sick when she kept asking me to dye her hair for her everytime and after tat she will complain tat I never dye properly cos still can see the white hair..since she so gd, ask her dye herself la.and moreover I am not in the mood to dye for her cos I am fann over the jobless matter..i am fann over getting a job liao and she keep nagging this and tat..actually there is job for me to do de, but she dun wan me to sign contract.jason recommended me a job in boon lay but its one month contract but she dun allow me to sign.think Jason knows my mum pattern liao and he told me tat my mum damn fierce la..aiya sae liao any guys who talk to her confirm thinks she veri fierce de.actually I also dun reali like sign contract also cos I cant run away as and when I wan.moreover results are coming out soon, if lets say results are bad, seriously I dun think I have the mood to work la.i would rather stay at home to calm down and think carefully for my future instead of going to work.moreover its contract based, I cant sae last min tat I dun wan come to work cos I did badly for my A levels and I wan to calm down.hai~~fann arh !!!
Chinese new year is coming up soon and I believe I will be at home rotting cos we dun go visiting becos got some family problems.so any body free wan jio me out to shop or eat also can, I will more than willing to go cos I believe I will be veri bored.valentine day is also coming up liao..hmm..every yr is the same.i believe this yr is no exception.but this time might be different is tat nobody will give any chocolates to me already cos I am no longer in sch le..somehow I still feel tat sch is better than working.gd friends are usually nutured in sch.seriously I cant find any gd friends tat I can make in the workplace, other than the flourist job.
Tml O levels results are coming out.i believe tat A levels results are coming out soon.probably in a week or 2weeks time.hai~~seriously scared la, whole day onli think abt this man..dun have the mood to enjoy also..i can onli hope tat things dun come out to be like the O Levels like tat, else I will reali breakdown.