~i will be jobless again~

sigh..juz receive a msg tat the moe ppl dun wan me liao =(..duno why also..they didnt tell me the reason also..hai~so on tues onwards, i will be jobless again..looks like i need to find another job again cos tat receptionist job contract has ended..actually tat job is not bad lah, damn slack, more like they pay u to suft net..but one thing i dun like is there is no interaction between ppl cos i am the onli one sitting outside the lift.should i look for jason again???seriously i duno cos jin yi sae they eat money one.but if i dun find one then how would find a job in such a short time?sigh..i am seriously bored man after slacking this few days cos no need to work mah..
tues went to buy some office blouses cos my house reali veri little blouses for office wear, cant expect me to wear the same old clothes for work..yup, mum was complaining again for spending money on clothes again..but it is not as if i spend her money like tat..i am using the money tat i earn myself mah..then tues jason also call me to ask me if i can extend my contract for a day but i told him i canot cos tues still thought going moe there to work mah, but who knows..=( wed spend the time rotting at home..kind of feeling gd cos finally can slack of a while after working for days.thur saw jun long at my house there.yup, chat for a while onli cos my mum is around.she kept listening to wat we are talking abt.so abit sian arh, so i stop our converstion..yup, the small boy tat we used to call him is no longer small anymore..haha. now has become a big boy liao..my mum sae he not bad looking, haha, i dun think so..i like onli his nose.he is too young for me..and she sae he look honest, this is something tat i wont deny.he is quite gd..
tat joey's friend msg me to chat again on thur nite after i came bac from running.but i ignored him this time after i look how he looks like.duno leh, i find him sort of having a disgusted look.haha,think i am kind of bad.but i reali dun like talking to some stranger i duno wat..
last nite cm was asking me if i wan join her for coffee with chung yi cos she dun dare to go alone.haha, i dun mind going wit her her 3pm is the time i am having my piano lessons.so i canot make it..actually i abit curious how tat chung yi looks like cos i cant reali rmb how he looks like after the interview at cycle and carriage.for all i rmb, he looks not bad looking to me.tat cm arh, like him like anything.haha, she gd loh, can see her chung yi everyday, i cant even see my eye candy.this few days everyday has been slacking.playing piano, go jogging and watch tv is my daily routine.kind of sick of such life liao.seriously it is quite bored cos there is nothing to keep me occupied..i go out work purely to keep me occupied..much less of earning money lah, moreover i have earn wat i am to earn already.so i am seeking how to spend my time..fri my brother came bac suddenly from tekong cos he suddenly got high fever and the army ppl let him come bac.my brother sae usually is canot one, but he is the serious type so he allows him to go home.seems like he is reali weak, and he has become more tanned.he become more muscular after this trip bac, seems like army can relai change guys to man..haha..gd for him..actually yesterday wanted to go converse sale one, but my brother is at home, then need to take care of him so canot go liao.hai~~bored and getting more bored..
A levels results are coming out soon in probably a month time or less than tat..think its time i need to sit down seriously and think abt wat course i wan to take cos seriously i hav no idea wat i wan to study also..actually there is nothing much for me to do now, i cant make plans for now cos results still haven come out yet..seriously i am seriously veri scared, hopefully it wont be like my O levels like tat..if tat's the case, i reali duno how should i move on in life.should i cry for days or look for alternative solutions.i reali duno also..sigh..all i can sae i am scared of the verdict.i believe the results are send bac to singapore liao, think the moe is doing changes..wonder how will it be..
i like tat wu zun veri much now cos i think he super cute after i see him on show.the picts i took damn blur lah after i send to the computer..so sayang..else i will keep as my desktop wallpaper.he is my new idol for now. =)