~i am feeling old!~

past few days mum was saying tat i will not earn enough to save up for future plans becos by the time i were to finish my uni education, i will be 25 by then and after 2 to 3 have to talk abt marriage..and i haven even build up my career lah unless i marry late..looking bac, i reali think i am ageing veri fast ah..in the past, i look veri childish but now my face look lightly matured now..and its kinda obvious when i stand with my class gers cos all of them look veri young lah..though its onli 2 yrs difference but somehow i look older than them, and maybe can be called a "Da jie"..past few days was just staying bac after sch to study and do homework since i reali need to start revising for exams liao..i cant be tat nuah anymore since this time is the reali last chance for me..so i was decided to dig out the past A levels papers so i will be more familiarize with the qns..i think i wouldnt want to care abt prelims anymore..of cos if i can do well in prelims, then maybe it will boost my confidence, but if fail i will work harder..somehow next week have to come bac sch for self revision but i confirm wont come cos its just wasting my time travelling to sch and bac home just to do my own revision..aiya the sch always impose those stupid crap rules tat we have to follow..so wat i dun want to follow?? i think i can study at home better than in sch leh..sometimes i think the sch onli stand in their position and not us..at times i just feel tat wat they are doing might not be veri benefical for all the students..
yesterday my classmate was asking me if i got eye candy in sch..i told her tat of cos dun have lah, all the guys so young de and not matured at all..but i didnt sae tat i do admire 2 guys in sch..of cos they cant be revealed but somehow todae is the last day of sch before the exams and i finally gotton to see them again =)
next week will reali start piahing like mad..dun its seems like its abit mission impossible to study everything, but still i will try my best lah..i reali hope to finish A levels asap cos i want to start finding a job asap cos i finally now the impt of how great money is..in the past i never felt tat money was impt but after going through this yr, i finally realised it..and yes, i do want to save up for my uni education, i dun wan to be like wat it was this yr, not having the money to go private uni, so bo bian have to retain again..i reali hope tat things will turn out well this yr..