~i am reali reali tired~

i am reali reali veri sian studying from day to night and worst still my whole body keeps aching..neck kept feeling veri suan and pain too, all these made my studying terrible..i reali feel like telling my dad tat i want to give up liao!!! somehow i feel tat the more i stay still at one place to study then the slower the facts goes into my head..its seems tat i get to the saturation point veri quickly..everynite i still say tat i will bun midnight oil, but ended up sleeping quite early..i think this time the prelim is gone case liao, i have yet to finish even half of wat is required and i onli have 3 more days to finish studying..i feel tat i have no life at all now..whole day is just abt stuyding and sleeping..
wed during the celebration i suddenly have the urge to lie on his shoulder, haha, not becos his shoulder are attractive to lie on (Though it might seems to be), but i was reali tired so just wanted to lie my head on someone else shoulder just like wat i used to did it on my girl-friends.but too bad he is a guy, so i cant do tat..as i was sitting with them watching the events, i thinked of the days when i was with my friends..of cos such days cant happen again but i reali missed the days with my girl-friends..i reali wonder how are 2 of my girl friends doing in uni now..should be enjoying life liao ba..
this few days also watch the korean drama tat i have been watching for months..oh my god, the lead actor is so shuai,tall and well build..haha, if he can be my bf then tat would be gd (haha, as if)...well, i have many things to do after A levels..want to earn money to buy things tat i like..its seems tat spending the money tat u earn feel shoik, when u no need to ask money from parents..wed just bought a pair of jeans since its was on sale, but becos i dun have money to buy another pair of jeans tat i have been eyeing for,so bo bian have to forgo buying tat pair..
its seems to me tat army life is kinda shoik, cos i see my brother always sleep and eat the whole day and he is so stress free lah..todae he has an ambulance attachment and he is late for 2 hrs or so cos he overslept..i wonder how his officer will punish him man..should be another guard duty again ba..of cos he is not going to say tat he overslept, i told him to say tat he is having stomach ache during morning, but i duno if his officer will belive or not since stomach ache cant be checked de wat..