past few days, my brother was saying tat his birthday is coming liao then he is asking me wat am i giving him..and this made me suddenly recall of xxx birthday cos somehow xxx birthday is near my brother birthday..it just shows tat xxx no longer place tat importance to me, else i would have remembered it..anyway happy birthday in advance (though i doubt tat xxx will come to this blog.) somehow me and xxx automatically didnt talk after tat incident, and i expected it somehow..though at times i did thought of taking the initative to talk first, but i cant find any topic to start with and moreover i am quite scared to talk to xxx ever since tat thing..i also duno why...hmmm...of cos its glad to know tat xxx is doing quite well in life (i supposed) , in fact i am happy for xxx too..
yesterday dad was saying to me tat " why do i see tat u have no friends in class? and i seldom see any interaction with ur classmates..is everything ok in sch??"ok i shall analyse why my dad asked this qn...in the past my friends would at least call my house to talk abt stuff, but not now, so i guess dad is kinda curious abt wat i am doing in sch...ok this is something tat i expected ever since i returned bac to sch cos "Clicks" have alrady formed and its kinda hard to join in also, so learning to be independent now..however, if it was in the past, i would feel veri sad, but not now cos i have learn to accept this fact..so everyday mixing around with my repeat friends is just enough for me..i reali cant wait for A levels to finish and get out of this stupid sch..
todae national day celebration in sch is super lousy and bored too lah...we had to sit under the sun just for the sports event and of cos i cant tahan the heat lah, so i just run around the sch..meanwhile my classmates asked me to join them in playing cards , the heart attack game and somehow it was quite fun and managed to make me less bored..of cos todae was looking around for idol but somehow i think he is not in sch, the other one was running for some event..haha, gotton a chance to see him run even though it was reali sunny..
past few days have started my revision le..oh man, i reali cant imagine tat i have to go through this nightmare again (reffering to studying for A levels) cos its reali reali veri xin ku..tat's explain why some ppl choose not to retain despite the fact tat they didnt do well..duno why i always fall asleep halfway through studying and i often fall asleep after eating lunch or dinner..and i am kinda worried if i can finish everything at this pace of constant falling asleep..hai~~still i have to endure on cos i dun have a choice now..
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