~efficiency has slightly decreased by quite a bit~

yes one more paper to go on next tues and all i can enjoy like mad later..somehow the past 3 days i didnt reali piah like shit, one day was gone cos i slagged for tat particular day plus tat evening went out with my brother to buy clothes since it was on sale, so was helping my brother to choose his pants so tat he can bring all those to taiwan..for me needless to say, of cos i bought some clothes bac home too..this week has been spending about $50 just on clothes itself, so much so tat mum has started to nag and scold le cos my dad will be out of job next yr and yet i am spending lots of money on clothes..but i didnt use her money wat, the money tat bought my clothes came from my savings, despite tat she still nag alot lah..i think i am just wasting money on clothes tat i will seldom wear cos its not veri practical in singapore ah..for instance i just bought a jacket or it can be use as a coat cos its quite long, and i think i will seldom wear it or either i just buy it just for pure admiration..
seriously, preparing for A levels has lasted for more than 1 month..somehow i am reali getting a little sian of studying the same old lecture notes again and again repeatedly..as a result, i think my efficiency has started to decreased lately..duno why man..maybe i am just reali sick of dragging so long..yes of cos its gd tat we have ample time to revise our work in between papers, but i think somehow the whole A levels reali dragged for too long liao lah..this yr it started early yet ended late compared to last yr..tell me who wont get sian of it..
hai~this weekend has reali piah for my physic mcqs liao..physics is my weakest subject, cant afford to get a D again..moreover tat stupid paper 2 has dragged down my marks, so have to do well for paper 1 to compensate for the lost marks..currently i have so many things thinking in mind..but duno why this time round i didnt reali feel reali happy when A levels are going to end..feeling this time round was just reali neutral..but i am kinda bu se de to leave sch cos somehow after tat i need not to attend sch anymore, especially when u need not travel such a long distance just to reach sch...i will reali miss sch and the teachers here..