one month of suffering will soon end in 1 week time..oh gosh, this one month is reali hard to survive man, days when i have to piah like shit and study like mad and burn midnight oil til i fall sick..and everyday seems to be sleeping for onli 3 hrs out of 24 hrs for tat one whole month, which explains why i kana fever even before the start of exam..so far still left with 2 more mcq paper and after tat i will be free like a bird again, i can do watever i want and probably will find a job soon..
in general this time round, for majority of the papers, i think its easier compared to last yr paper, somehow the standard of difficulty has decreased..(is it becos we are the last batch taking le? i duno also) but at least this time round, i dun have the feeling of doing the paper til i have to cry and sweat..somehow this time round i didnt think too much and heart was just feeling reali calm before stepping into the exam hall, which explains why i am not tat stressed up compared to last yr...but i must say tat taking the A level the sec time is a different experience..somehow u are less stressed up and somehow u can manage ur time better in completing the paper cos this time round i will tell urself tat die die also must finish..of cos having expose to so many questions due to so many times of retainning has made me gain experience of how should i approach and tackle the qns...haha..tat's the gd side of it but disadvantage is i wasted 2 yrs of youth..hai~~but seriously i reali duno this time round my gp can pass or not man..thinking bac of wat i wrote, i think i have reali misinterprete the qns and probably wrote of point..its either this time round i do quite ok for gp or either i will fail terribly...but all i hope is tat wont get worst than last yr grade..somehow this time round for gp i memorized the whole set of notes tat my teacher gave cos i know tat if i were to write in my own words then confirm plus guarentee wont pass de..its not my language tat is bad, actually i always fail gp cos i dun have enough evidence and egs to back up my argument..in fact for most of my comp paper majority of them are free from grammer mistakes and spelling..of cos i dun write the same style tat i wrote for blogs cos its too formal lah and moreover i need time to translate wat i am thinking before typing..(so mafan)
during this 1 month i am also quite touched by the gd luck msg tat i received from my friends..though all of us has gone a different path, some studying in uni, some working..somehow it makes me feel tat they havee not forgotton me..haha..lately my brother has gotton a psp from his friends since he is leaving taiwan soon in dec..wah, so gd sia cos its some expensive present and tat psp has lots of function man..after my A levels i shall start exploring how to use before he take it away from taiwan..and by the way my new laptop will be gone for one yr since my brother insisted tat he wants to take tat laptop away though tat laptop belongs to mine..actually i think eventually i will give in to him cos i think calling overseas are expensive, so bo bian in order to find out how he is doing and tracking his daily activities, i have to give my laptop away for 1 yr..
ok shall end for today cos i am reali tired since yesterday i didnt sleep at all since i have to piah finish everything before i can sleep peacefully..so for the time being, have to choing for my mcq and ensures tat i must score in tat paper in order to pull up my previous papers..
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