anw wkend i was at home mugging for the 01 test..totally freak out man, cos sat i damn slack, then sun piah all the way..totally drained now..anw lucky tat recycled a few qns..and past few days i was thinking when u actually have the chance to travel aboard, and when the time is really up, u feel kinda reluctant to leave now..cos i was looking at my calendar, and its 2 months from my departure..duno wat's is holding bac me this time..but the feeling is kinda be se de..scared no friends ard and i am scared tat i will be left alone in china..duno lah, once i go there everything gonna start from scatch..i have to learn to survive by myself by hook or crook half a yr..
lately seems like my tao hua seems not bad..but then why all not up to standard one..lol if there is someone like ly this kind, i would definitely be happy, but ly ly ly i really dared not tell him even up to the last chance i was closed to him..forget it man, its gone, i can onli see him after i come bac from china !
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