~sparkles are alrdy dead~

last wk was busy with the 05 presentation.freak man, this project freaking wasting time is finally coming to an end...FINALLY..cos i tink i have wasted lots of time during project meet up cos apparently our grp nt really effective in meets up esp ppl like me will tend to gossip after a while.lol..anw our presentation kinda screwed cos the examiner asked qns tat are totally damn lame and unexpected..siao one sia, how would student like us know man..or rather we are not really tat zai cos afterall we are just yr 3 student, not PHD students.anw the qns he asked me was kinda lame man on the video..and no one can get it ans it except BY.and he asked one term as to wat it means, heng i know man, if not i tink i cant even ans any one of his qn...but nevertheless i still tink tat overall my grp presentation is really gd..but my invidual presentation kinda cui la..at least tat day i have more eye contact wif him cos i tried to speak slower then can eye contact..

anw after the presentation i was damn relax liao man...damn shoik..then fri nite all of us went to comp lab to rush our 02 project.this proj also freaking waste time and tedious..i do until my eyes so pain la, cos cant tahan liao..then initally ytd (sat) wanted to piah finish all my project before going out wif playmate, but ended up i damn tired so decided to go out wif him to relax awhile..we went shopping..actually quite shoik when i am not occupied wif sch stuff at all..the feeling is just great..so sat he came to my sch to study while i rush out my 02 project..but damn suay the air con was not functioning when we were there, and it started functioning only when we left..-diao- after tat we went off ard 3 plus to bugis for the flea market cos he wanted to get his black nerdy spects then i wan to go the flea also.so xun bian shop there..but the flea market so big i didnt manage to see anything i like..actually its just too messy..too lazy to dig cos afterall the walkway so squeezy and small, so mafan..actually ytd i saw a very sexy dress, but i not slim enough to wear it, if i were slim enough i sure buy..haha and he agreed wif me too ! after shopping went to eat at NYdc..their pizza is great and worthwhile for the price..hehe..and ytd wanted to eat the cakes one lo cos damn tempting but then we bo se de cos abit ex..so after tat he went to drink starbucks instead...but i didnt drink cos as usual i dun touch coffee related stuff cos i am a perfectionist for teeth..i dun like stained or yellow teeth..but ppl always say u can always guggle ur teeth after drinking coffee..but i tink its no use cos after u drink it, the stain will slowly develop without u knowing tat..then cos last min he has to rushed home to fetch his aunt, so he kinda feel guilty pang seh me cos we agreed to eat my favourite tao hua after eating dinner, so i asked to him to fetch his aunt instead then no need pei me eat the tao hua le cos i am really alright eating tao hua alone one..duno why he kinda feel guilty over it cos he keep insisting tat its ok, he can pei me eat..but i dun see the need, cos anw i always eat alone outside,so it doesnt matter.then ytd he kept tempting me wif starbucks cos the cherry drink was nice cos the coffee isnt tat strong..in fact it taste more like some chocolate drink..so i had a slip cos just wanna try out the taste then he kept on asking me to drink more but i dun wan cos its COFFEE afterall..i tink he is just guilty over it, so he trying to buy me drink to cover his guiltyness..lol..

anw ytd went out wif him i asked him kinda lots of stuff over relationship cos i was kinda curious and i dun feel anything for him now, so i dared to ask..but if its last time, i am sure tat i dun dare to ask one cos i am just scared everything will be too obvious..actually ytd i feel tat things are quite possible between us just tat none of us want to take initative nia..cos i can see tat he dun take initatiiveto jio girls one..cos he say he duno how to go abt doing it..and my theory always say tat i dun jio guys too cos i wait for ppl to jio me one..but i tink if i were to like him again and if i were to tell him how i feel abt it, i am kinda sure chances can be quite high..but then too bad, the sparkles are alrdy over and gone ! LOl..anw this guy kinda knows and understand me really well..i guess 2 yrs friendship isnt for nothing..this yr christmas will be celebrating his bday for him..hmm perhaps will buy him cakes since he like to eat cakes so much..lol..