haiz my GIP IA company stil not out yet..haiz i tink most likely will end up in the sec tier states, but i am fine with it since they will top up 2.3k for me to spend.i dun mind..hehe as long as i got money over there to spend...anw if i were to get shanghai, my confirmed uni would be fudan uni, which is very establised man..actually i prefer to go fudan than jiao tong uni, which i got..but all my clique gotton into jiao tong, except me who got into fudan..anw today i was mugging in sch with my 2 gd jc friends, then i told them abt my placement..they told me if i were to always follow my clique, then i would not be able to expand my social circle..actually wat they say is true to certain extend..actually since i am in a diff uni with them , so let it be ba..i guess only when i am alone, then i will make effort to know more ppl..perhaps this 2 gd friend of mine has similar thinking as me..the 3 of us are independant ppl...we can travel overseas even without much friends..and i feel tat's how one become and learn to be independant..duno why i just dun like to rely on ppl..prefer to do things myself since young. and today vic suddenly chat with me online, which kinda stunned me cos i nv chatted with him on fb before..but anw he said tat if one wan to be indepedant no need go overseas to learn to be indepedant wat..wat he say is true, but i really want to try to learn to be indepedant without the presence of my parents..cos my parents kinda over protective at times, i wanna proof to them tat i can actually survive well by myself..tat's just me...cos i dun really have much family warmth, which explains why my bro cant be bothered to come bac SG even during his holidays for yrs alrdy..he rather use the money to travel to other countries with his friends..so for me, i tink i am the same as my bro, since the sch is sponsering my trip, why not just go for it..
but ken is gonna bac out from this cos she will be alone in shanghai..actually i can understand how she feels..if i were her, i would probably reluctant and scared to go..but eventually in the end, i will force myself to make friends and continue going for the trip..cos kinda bored in SG man..need some space to venture out of SG...
yawns, this wk got so many tests..i haven started any..still trying hard to catch up on online lect..i am freaking tired liao man..
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