Thursday, June 14, 2012

23k of study loan, u really suck me real hard

i have offically paid off every cent of my sch loan, this is something gd to be happy abt.but right now i am really poor le cos initally i am still considered still relatively "rich" in my 2 bank account, but within 2 days i really paid off everything..in fact i was quite sad cos its my savings since young and everything is gone within 2 days...plus i loan out almost 5.2k to my bro, which makes my bank account even less $$$.. ;( i am kind of cant accept 23k of money gone within 2 days !!!!! my heart totally feels very painful... haiz looks like i cant travel anymore til i start work or else i wanna travel to nearby countries i guess i needa work to earn some $$$ to travel.sigh i never seen so little in my bank account before man..let's beside the story of me being young when my money in the bank is very little..but as i got older i started to save alot cos i alrdy expect the fact tat my parents wont pay a single cent for my uni education.mum has the money i guess but she defintely wont loan out a single cent to me although she can be quite rich.dad has totally no $$ to help me cos he alrdy cant help himself alrdy.bro also another useless chap..all he knows is just to borrow $$ from me.

dear has gone for a few days.heng i dun feel that bored cos i am busy occupying myself finding accomodation to stay in sydney but apparently one day stay in hostel can cost up to $100+ ..man this is totally not reasonable..hostel stay ard cost $100+ let alone staying in hotel.so now i am kind of damn stress cos money really a big problem.dad has to sell off all his stocks although he really lost alot of money in tat.i kept on telling dad not to sell off but he just refuse to listen to me ;( sigh.cos i belive this trip to sydney we are both to help bro to pay off his debt tat he owe his friend.this time round i can really tell him : " i have really no money anymore, ur sister is really poor now.i just paid of 23k of sch loan within 2 days." ;(

alrights hopefully i will be less sad after today cos i really never seen so little $$ in my bank before ;(

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