last tues went to USS..i dun really like all the roller coaster rides cos i am scared and the worst part is USS rides are mostly roller coaster rides..tat's why i dun really enjoyed the activities over there, apart from the water activities..though i dun really like the feeling of getting wet and feeling sticky ,but bf likes it so no choice have to play..else if i have a chance i will choose to avoid it or play it as the last activity for the day. the activities in USS just reminded me of the activities in genting.but genting one is still defintely better than USS one.
and last wed dear's grandma passed away..at that point i duno what to do to comfort him cos no matter what i say he will still feel sad cos afterall its someone who is close to him that actually left him..so i guess i can only lend him my shoulder..i still can rmb my grandma passed away when i was in pri 4 and when i heard from my parents that she actually passed away, i cried secretly when my parents rushed out of home to the hospital.... many at times i always say : cherish the ppl ard you before they left u..but it never came true for me..just duno why..perhaps i always take my mum and dad for granted..everyday my life is just very rountine.mum everyday will scold and find fault wif me regardless of anything..so ppl like me who cant tahan will try to leave the hse early to avoid seeing her and getting a quarrel wif her..in time to come, it has become a viscous cycle over the yrs and i believe nothing will change in future too cos i hate this family.my dad is alright..just that he is very hard to talk to sometimes..his olden days thinking i cant tahan too.both the generation for both of them are just too big for me to communicate well with them..tat's why i never tell anything to them..and i never bothered to explain to them abt my bf too..cos anw whatever i say mum will say i am a cheap and slutty girl.so i shall save the explanation.
alrights so for the past 1 wk i was actually working as a flyer distributor..the time past super duper slow man..but what to do, i just needa earn some $$ for the sydney trip..and the worst part is my trip is 2 wks from now and i have yet manage to earn enough money for the trip..
and dear just flew off to tw ytd.we wont be seeing each other for a month.hopefully we will miss each other regardless of where we are.he will be away for 2 wks, and i will be away 2 wks too.by then once i come bac, its time to prepare for my convo..the day whereby i offically graduate.man, time fly real fast.nevertheless this 4 yrs of uni education was worthwhile.i really enjoyed my internship in china.really didnt regret gg there despite of having no one gg with me..but i was really lucky to gain a wonderful nice bf in return.. ;)
tmr will be our 10 mths anniversary..time flies man..in 2 months time we will be 1 yr ! ;) whee !! hopefully we will stay together forever cos if we break his mum will be malu as she has introduced me to all his relatives during the funeral when i came down that nite.
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